In less then 24 hours time, I'll be sitting for O levels, CHEMISTRY paper (wish me luck). The subject that i always suck at . First question that i always ponder. How am i gonna sit through the paper with such little knowledge on the subject? At the same time, another voice would whisper into my brain, somehow or another, i have to face the paper .. I just cant run .. Just face it . If i think i wont be able to do well for science, that gives me an extra reason why i have to do even better on other subjects. Right? okay. enough of talking to myself ..

And again, i would imagine myself receiving the results, predicting what kind of results i will get and my heart would begin to beat so fast &fear would haunt be again .. Forget about Chem, talk about English .. I cant possibly give up on English ! its like a MUST COUNT IN subject in L1R4 and yet, I'm making countless of GRAMMAR mistakes ! (even now, as I'm blogging, i believe I've made quite alot) & people, there's nothing I can do to improve anymore. If this is my standard, it is for NOW. Miracles cant happen overnight and make me an English profound !

Yet other than that, today is the 19th day of oct. Yes, I'm yet again reminded of the incident again . i know i have to focus now, but i just cant help feeling a lil emo in me .. i wish i hadn't made such a choice 4months ago . At least, we would be talking and hanging out still ... i guess I'm gonna chant for 30mins before i sleep tonight

Good luck and all the best to ALL who're taking O lvls (:
May luck be with you throughout the exams ! :D

EDITED;
Hey people, please do entertain my poll . It'll really help the indecisive me to decide on something (; So just vote whatever your heart tells you to. THANKS A MILLION !

Hello. Yes, indeed i needa add new movies to my list.. BUT, looks like there's no movies that interest me now. But anyways. O level papers are kicking off THIS Monday .. You didn't read wrongly, thats how fast time flies D: looking forward to 11nov cos I'm gonna partaye like mad ! yesh. KBOX, I'm cominnngggg ~ && I'm going back to TRU before i find myself a new job, I MISS THEM ALL (wondering who is still there) but anyways. I've nothing much to post (: so toodles !

Well, I'm graduating THIS year and my ideal graduation party would be one with extraordinary theme .
A SLUMBER where all of us will be in our PJs and yet still look glamorous with BLINGSBLINGS all around.
Music ranging from Hard rock to smooth souls where we can all rock the roof down with the rock musics and and later let our hair down with the smoothing ones.
Whats more exciting to know is you're GRADUATING .Not forgetting VIDEOS and Pictures of us(cohort/class) to sit back and reminiscence .. Well,
who says a prom night must be GRAND with dresses and suits or formal wear?!

Catch Walt Disney Pictures' High School Musical 3: Senior Year in cinemas from October 24!

back from study. Did my chem [like finally] and i think for certain topic i really know nothing about it D: & I've decided to put my tagboard back. Anyways, the movie on channel8 is kinda touching(: tomorrow is sunday already. why does time fly so fast? FEAR seems to be in me & i cant drive it away .. Its taking over my mind and controlling my heart ..

Why do you have to make me feel like this?
I've told myself countless of times before that day,
that it's IMPOSSIBLE.
but why do you have to make it sound possible,
and now, show me the impossibles.
now that we're like strangers, can i even befriend you.
Now as i type, i feel so sour in my heart.
yes, its crying again and its bleeding too ..
why? after such a long time, i still cant seem to get over you.
why am i so serious this time round?
im weak and i hate to see myself being weak.
my only wish is to turn back time now ...

Extraversion is a preference to focus on the world outside the self. Extraverts enjoy social interactions and tend to be enthusiastic, verbal, assertive, and animated. They enjoy large social gatherings, such as parties and any kind of group activity. Extraverts are likely to enjoy time spent with people and find themselves energized by social interaction.

Extravert Characteristics

• Gregarious
• Assertive
• Talkative
• Social/outgoing
• Likes groups, parties, etc.
• Energized by interaction
• Expressive & enthusiastic
• Volunteers personal information
• Distractable
• Has many friends
• Easy to approach

Intuition refers to how people process data. Intuitive people focus on the future and the possibilities. They process information through patterns and impressions. They read between the lines, they are abstract thinkers.

Intuitive Characteristics

• Future-focused
• Sees possibilities
• Inventive
• Imaginitive
• Deep
• Abstract
• Idealistic
• Complicated
• Theoretical

Feeling refers to how people make decisions. Feeling people are subjective and make decisions based on principles and values. They are ruled by their heart instead of their head. Feeling people judge situations and others based on feelings and extenuating circumstances.

Feeling Characteristics

• Decides with heart
• Dislikes conflict
• Passionate
• Driven by emotion
• Gentle
• Easily hurt
• Empathetic
• Caring of others
• Warm

Judging is the preference outwardly displayed. Judging does not mean "judgmental". Judging people like order, organization and think sequentially. They like to have things planned and settled. Judging people seek closure.

Judging Characteristics

• Decisive
• Controlled
• Good at finishing
• Organized
• Structured
• Scheduled
• Quick at tasks
• Responsible
• Likes closure
• Makes plans

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seems like its not only ME who faces problems I'm facing now, people who DON'T study faces this too. and ONLY NOW, i have seen TRUE COLOURS of people .. What more can i say? HA-HA . HOW REAL CAN YOU BE? how MUCH do you trust the people around you? PEOPLE, this is HOW life is and what is the tactic? To go with the flow. Things you think you should not know, pretend you don't know .. GO ON WITH LIFE LURH. you alone cant change ANYTHING .. so why press on and make things miserable?! *laughs

people, at this very stage of secondary school life, i can tell you .. its an EYE OPENING perspective of how people can TURN THEIR BACK ON YOU .. after everything is gone, people will come back to you, and tell you how hard it was for them during that "difficult" period. This is HUMAN. What seems to be right, just isn't right. What seems to be CORRECT isn't so RIGHT afterall :D optimistic is the key to people around you. BELIEVE that there are still NICE people, and THERE WILL BE(: Rmb; when reality slaps you hard on the face ONCE, learn to duck[to stoop or bend suddenly] in future when you see it coming ..

-BE LOVED ;D

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okays. I was in a dilemma for quite a number of things ..

First: should i go for the night study or not?
Second: should i change the song in my blog?
Third: which should i choose? PCD - out of this club or ÎÒºÜÏë°®Ëû .
Fourth: what should i have for dinner, MAC or Hawker center food.
[not in sequence though]

i hate making decisions thus I'll turn up to be indecisive .. whatever it is. i guess I'll stick to the current one which is Clumsy by Fergie. However, i MAY or MAY NOT want to change it some other time after my O level is done and over with(: alright any pictures to share today? I'll say NO i guess.. alright there's nothing much to post for today. I'm lazy to blog much now, cos i wanna go study already(: toodles ^^

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YESTERDAY 06oct08:
like finally went to visit Doctor Ong ;D was asked why i didn't continue to use the medicines, i was mute, not knowing what i should reply. hehes so i just HEH HEH HEH and smog through the question .. She repeated what I've heard like 2 or 3 years ago and she prescribe the creams and cleanser lohs. Will be back for visit in 3weeks time. HOPEFULLY i have enough money for the next visit (:

went to school ytd in the morning and did my Math paper1 and as usual, i experience having not enough time to complete .. after which, went to find Mdm Sumrah for the maths consultation .. She arranged 5days for me :D super happy cos i can drill into my maths. Hopefully it will pull me up into a pass in Olvls .. after the maths consultation, went to 800plus and waited for Stephanie. joint the queue immediately and we start to chat. WL. i tell you, we stood there for like 45mins STRAIGHT without sitting down ! the minute i register my name. i walked to the nearest coffee shop and sat down ~ took and delete alot of pictures XD so end up only have afew . but i guess there's more of Steph "zilian-ing" ones in her phone. ask her to share la, maybe she will share it if her mood is good :D okay laa. after that went to west mac to "study" but end up after eating dinner, went straight home. Cos yiheng and meiyan want to go home. They were sick .. so the rest of us went home as well. Good thing it was 7plus, at least after i reach home and refresh myself, i still have time to finish a situational writing .. Hopefully i'll be able to pass it to Mr Said so he could grade me .. alright. i guess i shall stop my WORDY post here. enjoy the few pictures =X LOVES*

HELLO READERS;

I'm trying hard to make my blog alive, so like i promise, I'll blog up PICTURES .. below are some unglam pictures or FEN and I .. and some other pictures that i manage to gather(: ENJOY YEAHH . i shall talk about today BRIEFLY.. Went TM to meet Meiyan, head to popular to get mt TYS(maths) target to finish off the AT LEAST half the book before the paper starts. Clear as many doubts as possible. OKAY, I'm in a very rush situation .. so i have no time to DOUBLE CHECK my use of English . PARDON me =x STRATEGIES is the KEY now (: &i hope after O levels, CHANCE will be back. Dr Ong tomorrow, so yeah. will TRY to update tml if possible ..

after buying my TYS, went over to the USUAL place, 201MAC ! YET another disappointment cos the room was booked for PARTY again. so head over to BEN's house &did my Maths paper2 got 69.5/100 ): aiming for more den 70 !! shall work hardddd ~ OKAYS! i think I'll made a better post tomorrow, TOODLES for now and enjoy the pictureeee ~







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graduation ceremony was very short and touching with those videos. The one which was shown in the canteen DAMN touching lurh! moved some girls to tears you know! & i tell you something, they got our PRIMARY 4 PICTURE and printed it out on a "card" with personal message from our home teachers to US (: so sweeeeet ~ love it& will cherish it eternally (: what an experience and just as everyone say they hate secondary school life, all these happenings makes a difference and changed our/my view of how hard secondary school life is with all those annoying rules :D

Thinking back again, times flies. almost 5years ago, i remember myself writing in my diary on how unfamiliar the school was and how much i prefer to be in my primary school life and now, my perspective changed. In fact i thought, primary school life was nothing as happening as secondary school life. All those ups and downs .. really made the whole journey worth while and the colours that was added by friends, enemies and teachers :D alright. enough of all this, im gonna cry again :D here are some pictures i wanna share. Not many though, enjoy it !