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car·pe di·em
ˌkärpā ˈdēˌem/
exclamation
1.
used to urge someone to make the most of the present time and give little thought to the future.




// Saturday, November 29, 2008
10:43 AM






http://nicknorah.com.sg
Movie opening 11th Dec! (:


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9:15 AM
to what i've become.
feeling-less, numb and cold i guess ..
locked up the door &lost the key .


"i really really wish i could read people's mind.
i really really wish to know what YOU are thinking of?
any lil thing you do,
makes me ponder .
hoping it does carry a meaning.
hoping you're showing something.
hoping you'll make a move.
but all this are just my
HOPES


I hesitate to ask you out.
I hesitate to talk to you.
I'm afraid that I'm a nuisance.
I'm afraid of being turned down.
I'm afraid of rejections.
I'm afraid of YOU!
I'm afraid of falling into a game ..
But everything that I'm afraid of.
ALWAYS HAPPENS
-Saturday, May 24, 2008, 9:22 PM"


// Thursday, November 27, 2008
12:06 PM
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Rain : Yeahhhhhh~ i dont wanna work my ass off .. gotta head out too (x going for movies is the best choice :D muahahaas. Must ask me go out hoh ..

Tony : hahas. yeahh its a new beginning hurh? hahas :D thks yo! so how you doing now? hows the plan of coming to Singapore? still working on it?

Meiyan : slack because its a weekday mah. during weekend you wont see me so slack ler and ya hoh. SOMEONE don't wanna hang out seh! ask her go out say DON'T want lei! F I N E la. the most i WONT ask THAT person out lohs !

FENN : cos didn't take of them lohs :D TSK TSK! you see lurh, you didnt go, didnt took peektures with you lei & YESH, i need you to DRAG me away D: missyou!

TT : when you're online den i send you loh ^^

TONY : if you want, you could add me on MSN, den i'll send it to you? hahas or you'll have to come my blog for it ^^ but it'll depend on your luck. i change the song on my blog very frequently ya`know D:


yoyo readers ^^ like finally i can update BUT i dont have much pictures man ): no peektures = no fun ): okays. i'll learn to SNAP everything with my HP in future den i'll upload rubbish on my blog XD hohkays. DAYS AFTER O LVLS, feels kind "great" though, cos there's no worries of due homeworks . BUT its WORK everyday, facing brainless customers everyday ==Zzz i need a new job! D: PLEASE, ANY INTRO or 'lobangs' teeheeeee ~

okays, i shall set my new year resolution someday during Dec D: and i have a list of TO DO things man .. The very first one would be, do something to my hideous hair ! probably giving it a new colour OR just simply give it a highlight? PLUS soft rebonding w/ treatment so my hair wont look nd feel frizzy ^^ yesh man! my mind is SET (: now lets just wait .. alright guess i shall end here . class chalet on the 16 t0 18 DEC maybe i wont be going, i'll see how things go. dont wanna go and suffer yet another heartbreak ..


// Sunday, November 23, 2008
4:57 PM
Prom 08
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the dance floorM.C for that evening
D.J for that evening

the photographer for that evening.

ask me if it was a memorable one. I'd say, i wont wanna remember this day .. Why? Cos its not very memorable AT ALL, bidding goodbye to everyone (almost) even the toughest person would cry, what more the girls? or maybe, it isn't goodbye at all ? but whatever it is. I didn't really enjoyed myself .. Whatever I'm afraid of, HAPPENED! right in front of me. Just when i thought i could forget and pretend it didn't happen. Pictures were caught .. Things that are seen can never be unseen. Things that are in the brain, cannot be erase, and will be in there for the lifetime .. I shouldn't have gone that night, at least i wouldn't feel so terrible now .. Like what I always say. Somethings are better left UNKNOWN . Guess I wont wanna really keep in touch and i shall forget whtever happened in 2008 and may 2009 be much more better . Put this aside maybe i should make opportunities for better memories to come in and cover those that are bad ..

YTD; 22NOV08
nothing much happen ytd. i think EVEN now. Working off my ass doesn't stop me from living in my own world . I could even wrap up gifts and think of him .. *laugh how foolish hurh. To be stucked so terribly no one could pull me away . Heartaches isnt just heartaches anymore. Tell me that i can turn back time. tell my heart to STOP feeling this way. Tell my heart to STOP loving faithfully .. JUST STOP !!!

after work, met up with Dan and Yilin together with Alex, Daph, Peishan, yiheng &Bee for supper @ Xingwang hongkong cafe. The baked rice is like super YUMYUM! ambrosial man D: and the Hongkong Ice Milk Tea is WHOOHOOOO~ guess that's a great place to chill man! anyone freeeeee, date me out yeahh (; staying at home drives me NUTS ! I'm damn serious D: xmas is coming people. HEAD OUT HEAD OUT ! PLEASE DONT ET ME STAY AT HOME ! I dont wanna rot rot. Maybe i shoud start dating ppl out ! whoohooooo~ alright OFF today so I'm gonna NUA at home today =x GINA LAM! you better meet up soon hoh!