what if.

// Thursday, February 26, 2009

4:43 PM

sometimes, i just pretend i know nothing..
i just pretend i don't care. but fact is,
i care so much, I'm tired of everything ..
sometimes i wonder. Is my fate still in my hand,
or has it already been planned long ago ..
Is what is happening now suppose to happen?

alright. I felt bad today cos i flew TWO aeroplane . One is Allan another is Stephanie =x
SORRY FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO TURN UP TODAY ):

Woke up in cramps around my tummy and felt really weak this morning ..So i messaged my friends and inform them that i wont be meeting up already .. Cos i felt really weak and restless .. Woke up again at around 12plus, bath and went out to buy my lunch back .. Facebooked, pet society-ed and now, blogging (: guess i'll just curl up at home today since its raining ..Work tomorrow and saturday .. Hope things will be fine fine fine D: pay coming soon BUT i predict its gonna be gone as soon as it comes rolling in my back ): List of things to check ..

PEOPLE, TELL ME!
should i use my pay to buy furniture for my room OR spend it purely on BAGS, CLOTHES and blahblahblah ?

// Wednesday, February 25, 2009

7:46 AM

OKAYS ..
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO WEIQUAN :D

&&
i'm working MORNING SHIFT today (x
which means i can come home earlier today to SLEEP :D
OHWAIT. my brain just reminded me that i have something on !!!
tsktsktsk ~hohkays. at least its family date (: haaas ~
anw, they're talking about teacher - student relationship in "Goodmorning Singapore" ;D
its makes me think of ONE person only D:
guess lots of things may be happening in school right now? haaaas ~
i find it a lil ridiculous to FALL IN LOVE with a teacher ..
like what the hell ........... .. .... ... ...
LOVE as in respect. But LOVE as in LOVE, den i think its ridiculous lurh D:
okays. gotta go work liaos :D shall update my blog again when i receive any pictures to
shareshare ~

TOODLES ♥

// Sunday, February 22, 2009

3:29 PM

ever*felt*you're*alone, lost *&helpless ?

like no* one *noticed* your *existence.
No one knew *how you *were feeling.
*You can find *no one to *help ?
and *that *you're *as invisible as this *words ..

BBQ yesterday was SUPERB (: thanks to TEE YI HENG &co. who planned/help up in the BBQ :D the food was MORE THAN enough and were delicious .. worth the 10bucks ! most importantly, we all had fun as we mingle around ... Hope there'll be more of this kind of gatehrings in future (: Before going home, went for movies with Mr Leong, Jasmine, Estee, Yufang,Yiheng&co.Watched Pink Panther2 :D damn funny show lurh ! espcially on the jojoba part :D Now that the events are over .. the feeling is like OKAY, BACK TO WORK ..

took MC from work cos my hand is killing me. I woke up like 5plus in pain and i was sweating !! i couldn't twist around in bed and mind you, ITS SUPER UNCOMFORTABLE ): woke up and messaged SU to inform here that I'm not reporting for work and went back to bed. My beloved Mumsy rub ointment to my hand so that the pain will subside it did and i slept all the way till 1plus ..

Guess there'll be work tml. HOURS down = MONEY down ): few more days to pay day and HOPEFULLY, my pay can last me LONGER this time round.. Presents to buy, must do list to clear.. Guess it'll be down very soon after i get my pay .. alright gonna have my lunch (:
shall update pictures another day ..

This show is freaking COOL lurh (x
4/5stars
-1 cos of one super lame scene BUT
the vampires look SUPER cooool ~

Watched this ytd (;
DAMN FUNNNNNNY !
4.5/5stars (;

// Saturday, February 21, 2009

1:27 PM

YOGA LIN'S CONCERT WAS
AWESOME ! :D

You cant deny, he has a cute character (:
from the way he perform .
you'll feel he's weird
BUT
CUTE
:D

&& MISS STEPHANIE LIM HUI TING
told me SHE'S fantasizing him ..
i was like
WHAT THE HELL !?

OLIVIA ONG :D
shes so SWEEEEET (:
love her voice mannnn ~ &&
she's so TALL lurh D:

S.H.E :D
as usual, was SUPERB :D
they're like the super high type
&ELLA was super FUNNY la :D

hohkays, PEEKTURES UP (;
ENJOY
:
:
:

the lighting effect was
FABULOUS &PRETTY

OKAYS; camwhoring time :D

you'll never know how POWDERFUL a girl can be when they're CAMWHORING. i tell you, minimum 20 pictures will be taken, MINIMUM (; i guess thats for girls like ME &some others .. There are still some who doesnt camwhore at all . But for those that DO camwhore. trust me, its belly FIERCE xD its like SELF OBSESSION

okays. CLASS BBQ later (excited) :D hope it'll be FUNFUNFUN (i cant wait to eat). BUT I THINK ITS KINDA IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME NOW. cos, MY HAND IS ACHING AGAIN !! dont know what the hell is wrong. Once in a while the pain will attack me !): and i tell you, it's killing me inside out .. I couldnt raise my hand like how i always did .. BUT i dont know why the hell it hurts. Its not like i've sprained it or what-so-ever .. it just hurt for NO reason .. I dont know if it's my joint, my bone, my muscles, tendons or ligaments D: it just hurts .. and this few days is gonna be a terrible day for me ... i wont be happy until the pain is GONE ):

alright. toodles for now will try to enjoy myself later D:
will be back with peekturesssss ~

// Friday, February 20, 2009

1:41 PM

alright, i had a weird dream D: i dream that i had a bad tiff with PEISHAN && i dream i retook my Olevels and i did really bad the second round. I couldn't even finish the English paper .. The feeling of being HELPLESS really suck big time ! When i woke up, i was glad it was just a dream ~

BUT, that WEIRD feeling still cling around me now and theres NO WORDS i can use to descirbe this feeling. Its not weird but .. more of afraid. Like what i dream is gonna come true ? Perhaps, I'm just being paranoid D: okays. I still dont have the PART II pictures of the BBQ, cos the disc is with PS .. guess i gt to wait for her to transfer to me only den can i post it up ..

going Yoga's concert in a matter of hours time &meeting steph at bugis for dinner (:

I'm so bored and HUNGRY, I'm craving for BBQ chicken wing ): boohoooooOOoOO~ i want chicken wing. Maybe i should ask peishan and those who're working if they wanna go bedok eat chicken wing tonight :D teeheeeeees ~

alright guess I'll end here laaa..

CLASS BBQ TML, hope it'll be XTRA fun (:

TOODLES ♥

busy busy busy // Tuesday, February 17, 2009

1:25 PM

Sorry Sorry Sorry
(my blog is so D E A D)
for not updating.
I just cant dig out TIME to blog ):
going PRSS for dental appt D:
MAYBE going for movies after that?
But mum seems to have something on later ..
&& I've got laundry to do );
shoes to wash & room to pack D:
ohmgosh, im suppose to REST at home since its my OFF day,
right?

SIGHSIGHSIGH

// Tuesday, February 10, 2009

3:14 PM

Birthday celebration
PART I
:
:
:

PRESSY FROM:

BBQ from Mumsy and Brotherrr <33

Mumsy <33

SIS <33

Banchye

Jasmine
Kylie
Jueying
Meiyan
Huishan
Estee
Yufang
Steph
Cindy
Hongwei
Jeffery
Bingkun

Meichuin

Yasmin &Fadzil

Yawei
Geelyn
Jascklyn
Peishan
Beefang
Su
Fardhaz
Yiheng
Feiyan
(the list wasnt given to me)

Thyewhye
Cheeleng
Yiheng

Xiaohui
Cindy Poh
Gabriel
Adrian

Yuming &co.

Kaiting

tiong teck

suhaylah &syeera

ahbing &sinlok

Yilin
Daniel
Daph
ahval
Victor

Bday card from Jasmine
Kylie
Meiyan
Jueying
Cindy
Yufang
Estee
Steph
Bingkun
Hongwei
Jeff
huishan

okay. i feel so honoured. WHY? cos i was shrink wrapped for 3times this year within a MONTH ..thanks ahhhhh~ I'll get my revenge .. I DONT CARE .. YIHENG, muahahas ~ beware !

My family has given me a wonderful 18th Birthday, especially my Mumsy :D

i wanna THANKS EVRYONE WHO WERE THERE AT THE BBQ :D its was you guys who have made the "party" going. All of you guys are very much appreciated ^^ for those who couldnt make it, thanks for the birthday wishing !! :D do meet me up yeahhh ~

there'll be MORE pictures coming up ^^ those pictures of MOI being SHRINK WRAP D: wanna see? stay tune (;