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car·pe di·em
ˌkärpā ˈdēˌem/
exclamation
1.
used to urge someone to make the most of the present time and give little thought to the future.




// Tuesday, June 30, 2009
10:35 PM

urghhhh !
hates period
hates cramp
D:

I WANNA GO OUT AGAIN ~
sentosa? steamboat? chompchomp?
ice cube? slack at esplanade? marina barrage?
MOVIES !?
TRANSFORMERRRRR ~
zomg !

or work?


//
1:10 AM
can i have an apple, please?

SIANNNEESSS.
still there's elearning.
*BOOHOO : i've been using lappy for the whole of today.
for more than 10hours i believe ..
*BOOHOO : period ):
*BOOHOO : MISSES THE MSGS ):

Feeling sucky now, i don't know why.
the first time I feel this way ..
yet another horrible feeling ):

Elearning for communication tml.
HOPEFULLY
things will go well
ohgosh. time check : 1:07AM
time for bed.
lovelove*

followmeontwitter(:
http://twitter.com/loveannas


// Sunday, June 28, 2009
7:27 PM
Date out with Meiqi &Yuting
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i'll eat love up, i promise.









alright. i look so fugly in the last picture. maybe i look fugly in all. but, whatever. I cant be bothered already ..

went out for lunch with mumsy and bro at delifrance after getting choosing another tv from courts since the one mum oredered went out of stock. Police called today to inform me about my Ezlink card..

I've nothing much to blog about. I know no happiness and i don't know who i can trust anymore .. toodles.

Utterly disappointed and disgusted by L I E S ..


// Friday, June 26, 2009
10:14 PM
OKAYSOKAYS;
like finally I'm blogging D:
sorry for leaving my blog
D E A D &
not replying to tags ..
shall post up all the SUPER overdue-ed pictures
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alright &thats all for the picturessss (:

guess many thing happened since the day I didn't blog. I didnt have time and the mood to blog .. Went to shcool as usual until WED when we were told to stay home until next thursday cos of the H1N1 thingy. Tried elearning ytd and today for Science and Math module. Was kinda pissed though cos its SUPER difficult to understand !! ROAR* shant elaborate much on that ..

Been hanging out after school with Meiqi and sometimes the rest after school. RJRJRJ and QUIZ would take out most of my time. Other than that, I've been SIM-ING :D hahahahas. Meeting Meiqi and Yuting for KSESSION at I think Topone baa(: after thant thinking of GYM-ING cos IM GROWING SIDE WAYS): hats a fucking sad thing. I wanna my weight to be REMAIN as less than 45KG !!! CANNOT CANNOT EXCEED 45kg !): but anyways, i dont relly know my exact way now ): HOPEFULLY ITS NOT more den 45 ..

didn't meet up with baby today..
sorry sweetie..
-sometimes, i just feel i cant give what you need, what you want.


May you Rest In Peace, Micheal Jackson.



// Wednesday, June 17, 2009
11:44 PM
9 MORE DAYS;
where should i plan to go?
can't wait;

UT for Cognitive suck big time today.
The first one that we attempted was easier la sial !
My eyelids were XTRA heavy today. I feel like putting toothpicks to hold them up!
Cheesy Puffy Dog is *DELICIOUS`O BUT, its FRIED !! ):
Science Module tomorrow .. STRUGGLEEES ~
Math Module the day after tml .. EVEN MORE STRUGGLES ~

BBQ FOR JUNNYBOY TML(:
hope things would turn up well.
RJ &QUIZ needs to be done-ed before leaving ):
GONNA FEEL WEIRD AGAIN TML ..
IMISSMYFRIENDS THOUGH,
STILL ENJOYS HANGING OUT WITH JASMINE ..

orhkays. TOODLES FOR NOW (:
IHATETHATBITCH =/
but it was my wrong. FCUKIT.
i was just being foolish, to deceive myself ..
but deep down. i know my answer the best ..
RON


// Tuesday, June 16, 2009
6:33 PM
PISSED, VERY PISSED !):
CONFUSED, VERY CONFUSED !):
UPSET, VERY UPSET !):
FEEL STUPID,VERY STUPID !):

never felt so useless like this before.
where has the straight forward anna gone to!?
where where where?
where has my courage gone to!?
I wasn't like that in the past !
I DARE TO, I DARE.
but now, WHAT IS HINDERING ME?!


//
12:09 AM
Tell me people tell me.
why am I confusing myself so much?
making myself feel so lost ..
why do i feel so tired and restless whenever i think of you?
making me feel so hopeless ..
why cant i bring myself to trust someone?
why must human be so ugly inside, and pretend to be so beautiful outside?
why why why? why must ACT?! WHY?!
WHY AM I ACTING LIKE I DONT CARE BUT I REALY DO, WHY?!

i dont want my blog to sound emo. Neither am I using THIS to attract attention to my blog.
I dont want to show people my lowest peak in life.
But, i just feel like ranting everything out ..
still, it doesn't help. Cos it seems like no one understands, no one is able to help.
and no one can get me out of this misery !
NO ONEEEE ~

i cant hate people for acting for I'm acting to be happy too.
or maybe, this is a good reason for me to hate myself.


// Sunday, June 14, 2009
11:22 PM
I WANNA
WATCH GHOST OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST
&& TRANSFORMERS 2
BADLY !!!



I WANNA GO TOPONE/KBOX
BADLY !!!


I WANNA HANGOUT WITH FRIENDS
BADLY !!!


I CANT WAIT FOR 26JUNE
BADLY !!!



// Friday, June 12, 2009
11:59 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAWEI!(:

& HELLO READER(S) !

I've been rather "busy" lately. From going out with friends, to attending stuffs and ONE important interview ALSO, to sought out my thoughts??

Tuesday was a busy day for me though. Interviews and meeting friends, in that high killer heels ..pfft, its was a hard day for my leg. Wednesday wasn't better, I had to stand for long hours at the hotel (for the hockey thing) but still, it was a nice experience .. Esp seeing diff types of angmohs playing hockey on the field :D headed home only after all of them reached their hotel .. was tiring and my leg hurt even more after that very day.

But still, Thursday wasn't there for me to rest .. had to work in the morning till evening .. Learnt to check truck and did repack since MYI is coming. ohwel, gonna BOOK keypunching for MYI (: teehees. &&shld i go to sch still after MYI? deciding ~ hmmmm After work, went to Jasmine's house for dinner, since her mum asked (: after dinner, had a girlgirl heart to heart talk .. Okay, I was practically doing most of the talking cos I had so much to share. Hope she didnt felt 'SIAN' listening to my blabberings D: teeheees ~ && I really hope you can tell me about a new guy &dump that into recycle bin already .. headed home at ard 12midnight (last bus i guess)

Finally FRIDAY, was a day for me REST and ROT at home(: no meetings, no outings no nothing !! I literally ROT at home today~ Locked myself in my brother's room and watched MOVIES (x how cool is that?! too sad my bro doesn't has air con in his room .. OR ELSE, it would be WHAT A WONDERFUL DAY AT HOME :D but anyhow, the weather recently has been a total BITCH! seriously, even staying home make me perspire &I feel so STICKY WICKY all over me ~ DAMN IT !

&& BRIDE WARS IS OH-SO-TOUCHING CAN!? fcuking nice movie that I didn't catch on big screen! HUMPHHH~ but ohwel, I watched it now. I shall rate 5STARS for that movie yaknow! PUSH wasn't as nice as i thought.And now, i thought Heroes is SO MUCH MORE better (: and I also watched Step Up I and II (: it was nice. I skipped some parts though, cos it was kinda boring, PLUS I've watched it before already.

Alright. So basically, that was what I've been doing the whole of today(: STAYING HOME ALL DAY WAS KINDA GREAT BUT, I'll always not have proper meals when im home since nobody cooks and im too lazy to go out and buy food home .. okays. i know this post is VERY WORDY .. too lil pictures (x but ohwel hope you'd still enjoyed reading (: I'll blog pictures another day (x i cant find my cable ):

WOW. LOOK AT THE STARS.
Look at what they hold for you as they shine ..
(:

*I've* told myself *countless* of times not *to think *so much.
*But* how could *I when *you're *24/7 on* my mind?*
*I *wonder so *many *things about *you. I wanna* know *what YOU *are thinking.
I* wanna *know, WHERE *do i *stand in your *life? I wanna *know if you *really* CARE.
But,* all this *questions*.. I* just *cant find *an *answer *to it !
*CAN I *DEPEND* ON YOU*, CAN I? *
*Although *we've* started, but I* feel this* relationship* is so blurred.*
*And I really *YOUR girl* now? *AM I? I'm* afraid.*
*Cos` I don't know if i *should *continue to* hold on.*
*What* should* I do?*




// Sunday, June 7, 2009
1:02 AM
4.5 / 5 stars (:
CUTE MOVIE,
but the 3D effect made me strain my eyes a little (;
but still, ITS NICE(;
worth watching

4/5 stars
SUPER EFFECTIVE SOUND EFFECT
nice story, good 'moral of story'
sad ending ):
(Not for the weak heart-ed)

GONNA CATCH
GONNA CATCH!
MUST CATCH!

&& UP, maybe in 3D?
&& gugu the cat (is it still on?)
&& dance subaru (mayb?)
&&blood: the last vam (change of mind, maybe not watching)
WATCH MOVIE WITH MEEEEEE !! ~

HELLO READERS (:

today was a short day ..
met darling at AMK hub for movies, lunch and dinner ^^
watched the movie Drag me to hell(: wanted to watch blood,
but felt that DMTH would be nicer? indeed, it was a NICE movie ..
had lunch at amk hub foodcourt, and ate a horrible fried prawn noodle.
THE PRAWN AIN'T FRESH, CAUSING MY MOUTH TO ITCH !! ):
Darling ate the fried oyster and felt the same way too .. don't believe?
you can go there and try it yourself ! PLUS, its DAMN SALTY !
kays, i shall not rant anymore about the food ..

head to chomp chomp for dinner..
saw Thomas and friends (don't know the friends)
ate Stingray and BBQ chicken wing, drank sugar cane(x
YUMMMY FOOOOOOD MAKES LIPING HAPPPPPY
Went to Ice Cube for ice creams(:
NICE ICE CREAMS CHEER LIPING UP!(:

headed home after that (:

RANTINGGGGGSSSS
))))))):
:
:
1) WORK TML ):
2) NO WORK NO MONEY ):
3) NO MONEY GO OUT ):
4) WANNA GO OUT ):
5) saw one shirt at 19.90 but couldn't buy! ))))) :
6) bought something similar that cost me 30PLUS! )))x
7) is suffocating !):

I feel something gripping up on my neck.
I'm suffocating.
I feel words all choked up in my mouth.
I wish I could spit every words out of my mouth.
It seems like my heart starts to beat again.
And the beats are so messy, I can't catch up.
I'm tired.does these words hold a meaning?
ILOVEYOU; IMISSYOU &IWANTYOU
regrets?

are those, words without meaning?
like an empty heart?


// Thursday, June 4, 2009
5:03 PM
I cant find you, not even in my dreams ..

YTD was G R E A T
&&i think i should apologize to YH, TW, QF and JEFF
for pangseh-ing them for movies instead of dinner-ing with them ..

went to TP to meet up with Jasmine and brotherHENG,
den we head over to wait for Thyewhye and Jeff outside the library (:
headed to Mensa for western food
while the hardworking Thyewhye continue to MUG

food was not bad(: except that the grill fishy was too salty ):
QIAOFENG came and we headed to the library to slack?
while waiting for thyewhye
cos the weather have been a bitch recently ..

left at ard 5plus to Tampines inter to meet weiquan with Jasmine,
and off to the movie.

watched Monster VS Aliens 3D
ITS FREAKING COOL, AND NICE!(:
2thumbs up :D
Head over to 201 for dinner, and saw BOTAK JONES.
NONE OF US KNOW THERE'S BOTAK JONES AT 201 ~ =="
so we ate that, and people, the CAJUN CHICKEN IS HEAVEN!
not forgetting, the FISH
(forget the name but if you wanna try,
just choose the other fish except for fish and chips)

LOVEIT LOVEIT! (:
went to slack around under void decks, chitchatted till midnight and headed home ^^
PICTURES AHEAD(: n-joy!









alright, a fews thing i cant wait ..
i cant wait to meet up with darling keiko.
i cant wait to meet up with Meiqi&co
i cant wait to meet up again with Jasmine& others
i cant wait to go for the freaking hockey thing
im still afraid of the STB interview.
i cant wait to go back to work.
i cant wait to get the answer(s) to my question(s).

&& i miss meiqi&co ! :D

toddles people ♥