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car·pe di·em
ˌkärpā ˈdēˌem/
exclamation
1.
used to urge someone to make the most of the present time and give little thought to the future.




// Wednesday, July 29, 2009
11:54 PM
I AM STILL FCUKING SPEECHLESS ):
the more i talk to you, the more i feel speechless.
the more i talk to you, the more stupid i feel.
the more i talk to you, the more naive i feel.
the more i talk to you, the more i think of you ..

TML US THURSDAY AGAIN
*YAWNS. COS ITS SCIENCE & ITS NOT GONNA BE BIO ALREADY !! ):
IT GONNA BE PHYSIC. Something I'm weak at ):
nonononono ~

i bought two new colour of nail polish from THEFACESHOP(:
NICE COLOURS.
I need to get my freaking Contact Lenses D:
&& I ought to be slping now already.

I guess I'm losing what this world really means.
what the people in this world are like.
SIGH

&now, i no longer know what my heart wants ..


// Monday, July 27, 2009
11:26 AM
I'm utterly speechless.
stucked and left hanging somewhere.
feeling super empty ..


// Sunday, July 26, 2009
9:50 PM
okay. guess this is gonna be a wordy post .. I'm too lazy to upload pictures la.

To Mei Qi :

Love, i define it as giving happiness. In a relationship, perhaps it is trust, faith and honesty between each other. But still, not eveyone fully knows the actual meaning of love. Things change, people change. Changes can just happen overnight. no one will know who the true love is .. In order to find your true love, you have to put your heart into it. Yes, thats obviously why LOVE always ends with broken hearts. It rather contradicting cos no one can play this game well at all even though they have a way of explaining how a good relationship should be. No one can do it. Easier said than done.. In the end, eveyone would end up in a losing game, end up getting hurt and end up being numb. Be it guys or girls, humans are just ugly and want the best for themselves. Like what my friend say, 人都是犯贱的. Everyone has spare tyre behind. You won't be able to stop all this but to live with this fact. You may treat this person as your everything, he/she may say likewise. But how true are their words?

Yes. indeed, love is blind. Thats why there are countless of forgives but can someone ever forget? The answer is NO. Though we always say we forgive, but deep down in our heart, it is still contained somewhere.. Never to be forgotten, isnt it? Because of LOVE, we force ourselves to forget, but when love fades? everthing would start floating up to the surface again. Sometimes, its just the ugly truths we have to face again, that no matter what, HE/SHE is STILL HE/SHE . Everyone has their stupid times in a relationship. But how many times do YOU wanna be stupid? How long do you wanna take to wake up? How many difficult blows do you want to take before waking up? How hard do you want him/her to treat you before you come to a decision of letting go?? HOW LONG?! to think again. If he/she comes back to you, do you think his/her heart is with you? or are they just there physically?
My friend reminded me that everyone spent half their life loving the wrong person.
OKAYS. That was for .... i dont know, perhaps in addition to meiqi's post/replying to meiqi's post. well, its all my stupid view la. so yeah, you can ignore it la (x My weekend was, boring i guess. Went to work yesterday, came home chatted online and played sims3. Slept at like 4plus in the morning. Today woke up went for brunch came home and SIMS3 again. Had nap till like evening and yeah, blogging and chatting now. SO, there goes my BORING weekends ..

more FORMAL pictures(:
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LOVE HER(:OMGOMGOMG~
the CHIOEST 2A bike ever
SUZUKI GSR <33
* EYES SHINING *
SUPPORT MY BROTHER TO BUY THIS(:
IF I CAN, I WILL DEFINITELY BUY THIS!
CHIO LAAAAAA ~
ate zi char @buangkok (:
near buangkok mrt station.
SUPER NICE HOH~MY favourite dish(:
See that crazy Jesie D:
ROFLMAO~

THURSDAY
Went for create talent's interview.
Guess I'll give it a shot and start saving for my portfolio (:
hope I'm not being naive..
aftermath, went to ..


i don't know who i can trust anymore.
the words he say, the feelings he is giving.
should i look at it even?


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4:05 AM
MEIQI, I'll reply you in the afternoon &
pictures will be uploaded tml (:
look at the time ! but i wanna play SIMS before i sleep (:
so yeah~ TOODLES ..


// Wednesday, July 22, 2009
11:53 PM






FORMAL OUTFIT TODAY.
was feeling a lil uneasy though ..
and my pair of heels were driving me nuts!

SIANNED. SCHOOL TML
& its science again O.O
wonder if we'll still be doing bio,
or physics or chem ...

*yawns! time check : 11.52PM
got to sleep real soon ...
nights(:

Somethings are better left untold.
some are better left unknown.
some feelings shouldn't even start growing.
or maybe, some people are people you shouldn't even have met.


// Sunday, July 19, 2009
12:54 AM
Hello, i know you miss me right?
heees. i miss you toooo lurh.
i tot i was pregnant this few days :D
I've been having pretty good appetite, EVEN when I'm in school.
MIRACLE DO HAPPEN !
cos im actually HAPPILY ENJOYING THE FOOD FROM FOOD HEAVEN!
O.O eyes pop out ? hahahah ~ okays.
I SHOULD CONTROL MYSELF, AND EAT MORE FRUITS !!
skin aint any better nowadays ): sad thing.

RANDOM - i still dislike chinese ..
hate it when i order food,
EVERYTHING is in CHINESE ):
cos i cant read !):
anyways, PICTURES ARE UP ..
do enjoy & be ready to DROOOOOL ~
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Consist of papaya (not payaya), kiwi and strawberry (:
Good girl doing science RJ, and scored an A (like finally)
511's Mango w/pomelo

BURPS* excuseme ~ i ate:
ONE bowl of pig liver mee sua
Shared fried oyster with egg
Shared Roti John
Two chicken wings
ONE mango w/pomelo
Drank One cup of Barley
&&i wanted to eat more, but i dont want to appear freaky so i stopped =x
LOOK AT THE THREE WHOLE CAKES! CUTE HUH!
Hamburger, Durian and Bowl of noodles.
though not the first time i saw this.. but was still A LITTLE amazed about it..

TODAY
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Had lunch with Mumsy and Bro @T1 BBQ chicken
One thumbs up i guess (:
JERK BBQ CHICKEN (:
GRILLED CHICKEN SALAD


CAMWHORE CAMWHORE CAMWHORE
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(yes,i know i know meiqi, you love me BUT you love Isaac more. I can understand..)






THE END (:
nightnight people
LOVEYOUALL


// Wednesday, July 15, 2009
9:40 PM
AHYES !
like finally, I'm updating my blog.
haven't been busy though. just lazy...
But anyways, enjoy the pictureeees (:








The bracelet we bought from "Impressed"
the place where Wan Ting work.
went Goodwood Park Hotel on last saturday with Meiqi for lunch.



CRAZY GIRL - WAN TING
♥ the two of them







Sweet Tooth ! ♥
♥ the mango sago :D














Okays. shall briefily talked about what happen over the last weekend (:
Friday, went to have dinner at Horizon Foodcourt located at Causeway Point with Meiqi.
( dont really like the atmosphere there, like run down like that) =x
Had cravings for SWEET STUFFS so head over to Pizza Hut for desserts (:
ordered Fondue & Oreo ice cream :D *Yummies.

Saturday was a SUPER DUPER LONG DAY D:
Spent almost the whole day at Fareast Plaza ..
went for lunch at oodwood Park Hotel *Two Thumbs UP !!
(well known for their durian puffs and desserts)
After lunch, went to walk around Fareast and decided to drop by wan ting's work place.
* after some discussion. decided to go pub for drinks with wanting, huili (:
went to Chamber Hutz located at Boat Quay ..
shan't elaborate on what happened(:

guess all in all, that's what have happend(:
SIANNNESSSS ~ SCIENCE MODULE TML ~
THINK ITS BIO AGAIN. GOOD THING? BAD THING?
i don't know ! COS ITS STILL SCIENCE !~
&& there's change of group tml ~ zZzZz
UT for communication tml && i didnt STUDY =x
later later will read up on the slides ..

FRIDAY FRIDAY 17JUL - DINNER/SUPPER/CHILL!
19AUG, TRU DND @ZOUK(:
LOVES ~

toodles ♥