what if.

// Saturday, August 29, 2009

12:19 AM

Utterly, S P E E C H L E S S
have no idea whats going on,
lost for words,
guess, i dont wanna wonder whats going on anyway.

CHIO FRIDGE!(:

BOTAK JONES !Woodlands outlet.

Retarded Meiqi =x

ZOMGZOMG ~ bigbig carebear <333333>

♥ Double Chocolate Frappe @ MacCafe !

Meiqi bought a water bottle for me(:

Getting rounder and rounder,
fatter and fatter ):

SIGHHHHH~

The reasons behind my 49KG
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♥ Softshell Crab is loved ~

♥ Strawberry Smile @Sakae

TODAY @ Singapore Xtreme Championship
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super cooooool(:

tomorrow is the real competition.
guess its gonna be interesting(:
MAYBE i'll be there to watch

The REASON why im growing side ways?

left ECP at ard 6.30PM (early) cos i guess there wasn't much to do .. took 196 to suntec to meet Jas for dinner. Had subway and headed home straight(: GOODGIRL huh. it just becos im tired i guess.. moreover, i dont have the mood to hangout .. wonder if tml i'll be heading to ecp early to watch the competition. Feel like watching but not going alone ... gues yh and tw not going D: so just forget it baa. anw, can get more slp tml. heading to ECP ard 4 plus 5. lazy to go ECP by bus sia =x need to walk some distance .. okok laaaa. rantings, rantings and more rantings. IM GETTING SLEEPY NOW THOUGH~ off to bed after showering ...

// Friday, August 28, 2009

11:21 AM

just let out a huge
S I G H
before i start this post ...

gonna prepare and head out to ECP soon. Shall do update to twitter if possible (: & im worried i'd get lost in the midst of finding the Skate Park .. Never been there ALONE before .. Hopefully, I won't lost my way D: (abit sian though, not feeling excited at all)

Maybe meeting up with secondary school peeps for dinner/supper at 201. Not confirm. Going back home may be another SIAN thing later. Ohwel. guess tml is gonna be worst. Wonder what i'll be doing later ..

alright. toodles for now, shall update later when i reach home ..

xoxo

// Thursday, August 27, 2009

10:57 PM

in the end, it was just another dream.
sigh

was feeling effing BORED just now when DAVIS showed me this video :D
The kids are so funny and cute & they sure have very co-operative neighbours ..
THEY ARE SO MEAN TO PLAYED PRANK ON THE KIDS!
im also mean enough to be laughing at them though =x teeheees. anw, heres the video(:

haaas.CUTE HUH?!

okays. now, im a little worry bout tml though. I'm afraid i cant find my way to ECP carpark F1 & i have absolutely no idea whats gonna happen and who is gonna be there ): marissa wont be there with me since she went to malaysia for holidays. Diff shifts with the other girls. Guess tml i'll be all on my own ): sighhh~ okays. i hope everything would be GOOD and runs SMOOTHLY for me though .. Saturday would be worst. Im going home only at 2am. HOPEFULLY, my bro would be there to fetch me back !

okiedokie. guess that'll be all ..
toodles and nightnigh ^^

// Wednesday, August 26, 2009

11:49 PM

Feelings can grow, but they can go away too.

Some people are merely just passerbys of your life. They are here once, and then they are gone as soon as they are here. Some even try to pretend they aint walking out of your life, tries to hang around your life. Miserable? dont you think? Forcing much?trying hard? sigh .. Some walk in and out of your life .. out of no where, they'll greet you and disappear to no where, and pop out with random greetings again ..
im utterly speechless about this .. i guess, im not the only one who thinks thia way..

worked today and headed home straight after work. nothing much happened today though .. boring day (: gonna rest and rot at home tml ... GOD~ DADDY HAD BETTER LEAVE ME ENOUGH MOOLA TML! got to return to huili !!!

guess im going to bed soooooon. im effing tired now..

12:13 AM

can never understand.

maybe i should not even understand it.
maybe by dreaming, i can forget about it ..
maybe im just not myself now.
just not you, perhaps.

// Sunday, August 23, 2009

11:32 PM

I have been watching movies quite recently you know. Like, hello? its exam/test period but yet im having loads of time to watch MOVIE(S). OKAY, but whatever, I still managed to set aside time for studies okays! like i just studied COM today(: I think i totally give up on Maths, cos its driving me NUTS. nevertheless, I'll still go for the test tml, and face hard into my lappy with those tough-enough-to-kill-me questions(: PLANNING FOR EVEN MORE MOVIES TRIP (: cos there're so much nice movies coming out ~ goshhhh~ guess im so gonna prepare moola D: Not forgetting my Bike Pracs and Theories !(:

HOLIDAYS WILL BE SO PACKED WITH HAPPENINGS, I'll have to be alert on WHEN im free, so that I won't place DOUBLE meet ups with darling friends and on the other hand, have to other arrangements.. Shall schedule my work at TRU too, to earn some cash before school reopens again ..

OKAYS. ANW lovelies, here are the DND pictureeeees.
i find some kinda FUGLY though (i mean my face)
but ohwel, fuckit and enjoy the BLUES :D

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