MADKID LINKS MORE
take the chances ..





car·pe di·em
ˌkärpā ˈdēˌem/
exclamation
1.
used to urge someone to make the most of the present time and give little thought to the future.




The Mr.Right // Tuesday, September 29, 2009
10:33 PM

The kind that will treat you right. The kind that searches for you with all his heart. The kind that respects you and adores you.

Every girl needs a man who won’t cheat on her. One who can be trusted in a room full of beautiful girls. Because he’s smart enough to know that he already has a girl who has everything that he wants, needs and more.

The right guy will never leave you lonely and wondering. You will always know where you stand with him. He will be your best friend and lover. He’ll call you early in the morning just to say good morning or late at night to say good night and maybe even tell you a bedtime story to make you laugh or talk to you until you fall asleep.

This guy will be the kind that’ll do anything for you, even if it’s just to go to the store to buy you your favorite ice cream. He’ll buy you flowers just because it’s a Wednesday and will notice your hair when you’ve gotten it cut or have gotten all gussied up specifically for him.

You deserve a guy who will cherish you. He’d never be afraid to smile to his friends when you’re around and tell them, “She’s the one”. He’d appreciate you for the things you do for him, even if they’re little… like the little love notes you leave him.

He’ll be chivalrous. He’ll wait for you when you’re falling behind, open doors for you and will walk you to the door to make sure you get in safely. He would defend and fight for you and never bail on you when you needed him most.

The right guy will call you beautiful instead of hot, he’ll kiss your forehead when you’re down and he’ll be the one who will love you for everything you are.

Never settle for anything less


okays. seriously, the above really caught my attention in Glissa's blog! This is so .... (should i say touching?) I'm at lost of words to describe this, really. Guy should really read this and girls, tell me if you agree with it.. Well again, some may disagree but to me, I really agree with it and feel its really meaningful ♥

alright. Today, I actually put aside my laziness and yes, did what I'm suppose to do :DD I've bought cereals, cream puffs (LOVE IT) and hotdog bun home .. Found my passport at a really lame place (really) I've searched high and low and it was just lying BEHIND something that I've always look at! *roll eyes.

Oh. & I've stayed home to watch the Fann & Chris wedding on TV :DD such so sweet couple. Congrats to their wedding(: OUH! i just remembered that I haven't had my medicine yet! urghhhh ~ I'm planning to play SIMS later & I'm wondering WHY DOESN'T SIMS HAVE MAKEUP ARTIST AS ONE OF THEIR OCCUPATION!? the other occupation are like so boring except for the ROCK STAR ONES =x

Okays. I also got to sleep early today cos I'll be heading to Malaysia tml (just a one day trip) to pay my relatives a visit .. (feel a lil lazy though) I'm afraid of TRAFFIC JAMS and BUS RIDES. I'm suppose to be immune to bus rides though cos I used to travel like from Tampines to Woodlands almost everyday but ohwel. I still feel its different. Lucky its gonna be a short trip and I'm not having periods! *Laughs hates going to Malaysia when I'm having periods cos it makes the journey even more tedious ... okayokay. I shall end here for now. TOOOOOODLES & I'm off to the virtual world, SIMS3 :DD


missing you; ♥


//
3:56 PM
wokays. its another boring day I believe. Haven't been eating well recently. I'm thinking of heading to the supermarket to get some cereals to munch on but I'm too lazy to move my butt D: Feel like catching a movie but who should I ask out? Somehow, I feel that I have some things that are suppose to be done but I'm too lazy to get them done O.O ..

Say, tml I'll be going to Malaysia (short trip though) and I have to go look for my passport. Cant remember where I last left my passport .. But I'm too lazy to do so D: and I guess I'm suppose to text people about the small gathering on OCT2, but my fingers are too lazy to do that exactly .. Cos I must prepare to entertain their questions .. (laziness kills) guess i'm just gonna text them tru FB mails. I'm thinking of making a Fan page for class`08, so in future, it'll be easier to pass message about any class gatherings. Good idea? well, need some advice(:

Had some weird dreams (mind you not wet dreams *laughs) last night or should I say just before I woke up.. I don't think I'd like to say my dreams out cos its a very long story and its no longer vivid in my mind ... Okays. I'm still thinking how I should settle my dinner. Ask friends out for dinner or should I just take away from outside. Alright, guess I shall end here for now and I'll update again tonight if i have anything to update of if I'm bored or if I have the weighty feeling to . *Laughs. Toodles for now lovelies


Gay much? Regrets? // Monday, September 28, 2009
5:57 PM
What about something that made you smile,
but made you cry so bad, so hard.
You cant even remembered you ever smile for once.
Will you regret?

BEFORE :

AFTER : Like finally, I've found something that I like and I'm so happy :DD *Laughs. Got my blogskin changed like 2plus 3 in the morning. Had stiffed shoulder after finishing up the whole thing. Edit here and there trying to get the blog look like how I want it to look like (tough) But, am very satisfied with this current blogskin .. Well, I'd like to know which one looks better. The previous skin or THIS ? Do tell me on my tagboard! Would love to hear comments about it ..

Oh yes, and I've also insert some "new" songs on my playlist. If you have nothing better to do, can open my blog and just listen to the play-list though its very short (but may seem long to some) Whatever it is. Hope you'll enjoy . I realised most of the songs are by Pitbull. ♥ his music/song what-so-ever. I'm thinking of adding some Chinese song into my play-list too cos I realised ALL the songs are ang-moh (English) .. But guess I'll do that like prolly next week or maybe the week after next since I have no idea what Chinese song I wanna add in ..

Okays. Let me talk about my experience working at the F1 Grand Prix. Seriously, I feel so scam. I thought we will be doing things more beneficial to me. But I was disappointed. I felt like a FLY in no where just giving out free postcards, posters, fans and flags. I feel it didn't really benefit me much by doing all this. Though I know it is a way to bring awareness to the public this way but ... Sigh, just disappointed.

Everyone would know that PLEASE, SORRY and THANK-YOU are the MAGIC words that should be used regardless to whom you're talking with. But I've learnt one other magic word and that very word is FREE ... Like seriously, when I was giving away the postcards especially, if I didn't say its FREE, no one or not all will take the postcards from my hand .. Some would even ask me, "It's Free?". I would smile happily and say, "YES, FREE!" and they would go "OH! Thank-You". Well at least some said Thank-You but still there's a handful who would just take and continue talking to their friends. The magic word are also used in Toys R Us :DD *Laughs . When we wanna get customers to apply for a starcard (membership card) .. But it only work on some (:

Also, the fact that not ALL tourist are friendly, sometimes it really turns me off when I'm giving away the freebies.

There are like a couple who are even WORST,seriously. I don't know WHY they behave this way! When they are approached, ABSOLUTELY they have heard me or even seen me .. But guess what? They PRETENDED they didn't and just rudely ignored me and continue walking or just turn away like I wasn't there. Totally pissed, I'm serious. But I couldn't anything since I was wearing the uniform and am representing Singapore, I could only just walked away, surprised that this kind of people actually exist. I wouldn't mind if they just showed me a hand sign saying that they didn't want to hear anything from me but definitely not being totally IGNORED! Like I was invisible or I'm not in position to even talk with him/her .. No offence but MOST of them who does that are FEMALES! gosh. I was so pissed! I guess my friends also experience this too! Felt so REJECTED you know!? sighhh~

But also, not EVERYONE are baddies like them. Quite a lot of them Singaporeans and Tourist are friendly still (: some so friendly you can chat with them happily about Singapore and learn somethings that you didn't know. A lot of tourist took pictures with us but there was one particular day that were kinda stupid. Shan't elaborate on that if not people would say I'm RACIST after reading it .. We were practically being eaten tofu cos some of the ahem (make a guess if you want but don't quote me) actually just have their hands over our shoulder like no one's business. Started with one or two people and slowly, MORE AND MORE came. I feel like fainting, like seriously. But I feel bad if I reject. Later they think we ostracised them. But we had to call it a stop. *Laughs

Okay la. overall I made many new friends and learnt a lesson too(: So, I guess it was still worth it though I had some unpleasant experience .. Many were still friendly towards us. Only a few that I didn't like because of their attitude. I still prefer Caucasians and Taiwan people cos THEY ARE SO FRIENDLY :DD Japanese are very very very polite, really!

That's all I guess. Just some rantings :DD

Today, BOUGHT MOONCAKES from CS and they are from BAKERZIN :D Love their snow skin mooncakes! 2THUMBS UP! But Mumsy didn't buy cos bro bought already and its in the fridge. The one bro got are Champagnes flavours. Sounds yummy too!(: oh yes. I'm going to Malaysia like this Wednesday(: Should be back on the day itself cos we're just visiting. Alright guess I should just end here already & I shall go RELAX, watch TV and still relax :DD TOODLES LOVELIES. I think it's time to party this week before school reopens! Hopefully, my teeth wouldn't cause much problems and hinder meeeee :DD MUST MEET HIM THIS WEEKEND!! (i hope)

I'm still a loser cos I still can't move on actually.

Labels:



//
1:31 AM
& I've learnt lessons.
So impt that I shouldn't forget.
However, it does hinder me to move on though.
Since its difficult for me now to trust people ..


RANDOM PICTURES POP OUT. this simply shows that BOREDOM kills :DD Went for my last day of work as the race ambassador volunteer .. So, for the next one week, its gonna be days for me to have some good rest before school reopens again ): GOOD THING : MEET NEW FRIENDS . BAD THING : school again and this sem, must chiong ler )))) : boohoo~
HUMPHH. after i pluck out the wisdom teeth and let it heal for 1week plus, IM GONNA PARTY AGAIN AND HELP MYSELF WITH GOOD FOOOOOOD D: humph!

Today, I only went for the F1 thingy.. Headed home straight cos Des wasnt ready to meet cos of his friend's bday. Waited for like forever and as usual, I WAS PISSED because I HATE TO WAIT ! I actually waited till i fell asleep on my bed and when i woke up, its already 11PM. so i just texted and said I didn't wanna meet already. Lucky Mumsy cooked some carrot porridge ♥ they taste the best even though its just plain porridge but it goes really well with soya sauce. Mumsy also bought like some fishcakes and sausages *thumbs up. though I had hard time eating the nice food cos i had to chew on one side, i still enjoyed the food cos Mumsy was beside me and i felt so comfortable (((:

Gonna make my appointment for the small opt to extract the wisdom tooth soon. But I'm still wondering where I should go to get my teeth extracted. Somewhere reliable, safe and not too expensive .. BIG SIGH .. I have cravings for chocolate cakes (those extra thick ones like the ones from secret recipe)

GOSH IM CRAVING FOR SO MANY FOOOOOOOD NOW ):

gonna tuck myself in bed soooon. nights lovelies :DD

missing him again, feels like a loser but i cant help it.


// Saturday, September 26, 2009
4:15 PM

its time to be health conscious now.
eat the greens and hit the gym !
wisdom agony suck big time ):

thanks to the wisdom teeth erecting out of my gum on the bottom jaw, I HAVING A HARD TIME ENJOYING EVEN THE MOST SIMPLEST MEAL, porridge. It hurts even when i swallow cos there's a swell on my gum. SCARY EXPERIENCE AGAIN AT THE DENTIST):

Went to the dentist this morning and have my teeth checked. I suppose he symptoms I told the dentist fits exactly into having WISDOM TOOTH D: so he got an x-ray of that part of my teeth and guess what? It shows a HUGE tooth erecting from the side hitting the small lil teeth.. guess that's the reason why that teeth hurt so badly .. The x-ray really make me so worried ya know. GOSH ~ and and there's a bone hindering the the wisdom teeth to grow upwards .. urghhh~ i have to extract it already. NO CHOICE ... But I'm wondering where I should go to get the extraction done. Also, I need to consider the price ):if not too expensive.

I feel so bad cos I wont hitting the club today ): seriously SIANED okays. urghhh .. but now i have more things to worry other then just partying.

Just when i needed you. you werent there ..


// Thursday, September 24, 2009
2:36 AM
& it hinders me alot, really.

I think I should really get my beauty sleep timing right! I should be asleep after 10 or 11 PM. I know TWO things that benefits you if you sleep after that timing ..

Firstly, you can grow TALLER. Well, I heard many say that it is between 11PM to 2AM that your bone or what so ever starts to grow. So by resting, it will make it more possible to grow. Probably a myth, but ohwel, no harm giving it a try right?

Secondly, try to be asleep after that timing and the next day you wake up, you will notice that your face condition would be better compared to the days you sleep late. Another thing that I heard from others is that, the skin cells on your face will regenerate or something over the night when you sleep (at that timing) so by resting also, it can recover your skin cells better thus giving you a better set of skin condition? Myths also, but i guess vain pots like me should give it a shot (: anyways sleeping early is good since it is the time where even your organs starts to slow down and rest ..

Anyways, another thing I heard and that I wanna share. For those who has sensitive skins, it is best to sleep without air conditioner. The temperature may affect your skin rather badly since your skin is sensitive to the surroundings and such .. And also, for those who cant sleep without air cons (like me) try to have a cup of water in your room. Heard that if your air conditioner don't know what water dries up, it will start to use your body liquids or dont know what, and you're skin or lips would start to dehydrate leaving your skin dry ...

ALL the above that I've mentioned are what I heard from others. No gurantee that your condition of your body/skin will improve and my explanations aren't very clear anyway. If you know any more good skin care regime PLEASE feel free to tag my board and share with all the vain pots like me :DD thks a mil

Anyhows, I didn't went to any clubs today (big grin). Wanted to go Butter Fact` but I dropped the idea since I was feeling sticky over my body and I'm too broke today though its ladies night. Further more, I have work tomorrow ar Merlion Park again. I'm sad that Agatha won't be with us anymore tml ): cos her duty ends today .. But anyhow, there's still gonna be Meili and some others that I've got to know today .. Like Melissa and Sam I guess. The another three will be deployed to the airport tml (SO GOOOD) but ohwel. I heard I'll be deplyed to Marina Square on Saturday. Hopefully, MORE people will take the postcards there + hope the place we are deployed to is air conditioned (the weather's a bitch) like seriously *rolls eye.

Today was a pretty fast day. Perhaps because there were more people today.. Like 8 or 7 ambassadors. The postcards and poster were given out at a faster rate compared to the forst two days .. SOME of the tourist aint very friendly ): And that really puts me down in giving away the postcard cos I don't like the feeling of being rejected! ): okays. whatever. Ouh, and thanks to alvin for the cheesecake from coffeebean .. Like 50plus bucks for the cakes :DD though I know he won't be reading this but ohwel .. *laughs tml is gonna be another ): wonder what I should wear tml ..

RANDOM : I have sudden interest in pole dancing & there's one thing I don't understand.. It is, Why does pole dancing come across most of people's mind as a dirty dance? I think pole dancing is a very challenging dance yaknow. The stunts doesn't seems to be easy at all and requires lots of strength .. and also, invovle lots of blue blacks too.. But anyway. I'm thinking of learning that !(: Should I ? *laughs . SO RANDOM.

OKAYS. VERY WORDY POST :DD I'm so gonna tuck myself in bed D:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHCHYE (ongbanchye) :DD

night night lovelies; TOODLES
xoxo


// Wednesday, September 23, 2009
2:26 AM
should i give up? or just continue to believe that it is still real.

Been very long since the last update .. Been busy recently. Working took up most of my time. I don't even have to time blog and I'm getting lazier day by day to edit pictures, thus leaving some pictures unedited .. Like seriously, L A Z Y D:

This few days aint nice for me.I feel scammed by a certain thing. Those who knows, know. Those who don't it doesnt really matter much. Not very serious though. And By the way, I really think my nose is HORRIBLE DD: Ugly much!? DANGGG~ and my mum is pestering me to tuck myself in bed. BUT, this is the only time I'm free to update my BLOG and stuffs ! okays. I just have to endure another like 5 more days? all the way till 27th, the last day of the F1 event and when my pay starts rolling in, I can start to call for PARTAYYYYY~ Yayness :DD

Currently still thinking if i sould go Zouk tml with Yawei &co. I guess I shall see how things go tml (: Still gonna "work" from 5PM - 9PM for the F1 event ..

Now, I cant differentiate LIKE and LOVE anymore.
You are making me more confused about YOUR own feelings.
Do YOU even know your own feelings at all? sighh~
Maybe like what you've said that time, we just couldn't connect ..
There's no communication at all. I don't know how else I can communicate with you.
Loads and loads of blabberings. Okays. Enough of rantings laaaa ..


Taiwan people are so *thumbs up(: -Random

Okays. I shall end here and go to bed like now(:
Enjoy the random pictures below ♥


SHUT THE *BEEP* UP :DD







New Friends ; Meili &Agatha ♥






FONG MAMA ♥ the chupachups
Big Big Durian I saw hanging outside the Durian pastry shop(:


// Friday, September 18, 2009
9:44 PM
Yawnyawns. Yes, i have nothing to do now. But I'm watching the 9PM show anyways .. Think its nice too but irritating when I see how ugly people can be even within your own "family" . How well they can act infront of you D: but anywas, its just a drama show. Hopefully i wont bump into people like this. Though I have sucky relatives. But thank god I'm not in touch with them.

Qun jio-ed to go sheesha. Too bad I'm too broke. If im able to go sheesha now, I would already be at SEVEN .. LMAO~ nevermind . I'LL PARTY NEXT WEEEEEEEK . HUMPHHH~ hope my pay allow. Gosh! My vouchers are expiring sooon ): and i havent gt what I've been eyeing on at CS.. dangggg ~ I think i better buy the thing before the voucher expires D:

Tml deployment. Before deployment meting MQ for lunch at suntec first (: thinking of what to eat but I'm having cravings for Just Acia's Fried Chicken :DD Broke so only can have that I guess. I think I need to go get my lenses tml too .. Dont wanna wear spects on my deployment .. Hates spect till no end D:

I guess I have nothing to blog about already. Toodles ♥

Why did you asked?


//
4:54 PM

I feel I kinda screw things up more and more.
the more I care. the worst it gets !
maybe I should just let it go ..
there's always this saying;

If you love something, let it go.
if it comes back to you, it's yours.
but if it doesn't, it never was.

Alright. It's time for me to say Enough is Enough ! People, stop judging me from how I look. If you're trying to tell what a person I am just from my LOOKS, you're so wrong and you're an ass! Seriously, you won't know what a person I am cos I don't even know myself ! So stop pretending you're the know-it-all person just through looking at how others look, dress and what-so-ever .. Looks are the MOST deceiving thing ever ~

Judging ME through looking at WHAT KINDS OF FRIENDS I HANG OUT WITH? you'll never understand! You don't know my friends either so stop judging this way too ! Judging ME through how I dress up? Big NO-NO ! I can change ANY style I want. From ahlians to super aunties . Which one do you like? I may always hang out with many male friends. But there's only ONE special one in my heart. I may always hang out with many different friends. But there'll only be a special group in my heart ..

Its such a boring Friday.If i know it was gonna be so bored, I would have went to work today. But ohwel, take it as a break for me just before the F1 deployment starts . Gonna call Alex up to ask if i can work morning shift till 4 on sunday. Cos there's a 1.5rate ! Its Hari Raya ~ :DD WL! wanted to go seven today. But too broke already ! But the others won't be going today either. Guess they're going tomorrow. But if I go tomorrow,HOW TO GO WORK ON SUNDAY!? Guess I'll just be going out for movies on Saturday(:

ohgoshohgosh. Im turning sleepy already. I shall go have a short nap now :DD toodles.







// Thursday, September 17, 2009
2:05 AM

ohgosh ohgosh. Thanks to the amount of sleep i get today in the noon, now i cant get myself tucked into bed. Not a good thing since I have Morning shift at Toys R Us tomorrow.. I better be able to wake up and not be late for work or I'll be minced meat, minced by the bosses D:

Its such a lazy Wednesday and I'm still as broke as usual :D no moolah to head out . Gonna start saving but HOW? I'm not even working REGULARLY .. Like prolly just twice or thrice a week, sometimes, NONE in a week ! Like next week, I'll be deplyed to Cityhall for F1. I'm guessing if Khai would give me Morning shift leaving at 4plus. So I could earn extra cash but am still committed in F1 .. Shall ask tml. Oh yes. Starcard should be coming tml. Bu i have no 10bucks to pay. Hopefully, they would allow me to pay by the end of month when i get my pay. Boohoo! Pay would start rolling out as soon as it rolls in . Not good when I'm suppose to SAVE `em !

Still thinking if i'll have enough for Friday ): Seems like ahBen isn't going. Wonder if H.W is going. T.W confirm going, I guess. (okays whatever with the friday thing, shall see again TML) broke *pfft.

Thanks to QF, I'm now so paranoid with my bunny teeth *pfft. he comment that its getting worst, which to me means more and more bunny like? ugly bunny much. Asked my mum just now if I should get braces too since my brother is getting. She told me it'll be better to have a neater set of teeth. First thing come to my mind, 5k for a neater set of teeth worth it ? ohwel. friends say if its not so "JIALAT" (bad) then I should save the moolah for other better things.. Confused. SO SHOULD I GET IT? pain and everything I'm okay with it. Another thing that make me worry is, will my feature change? Like the shape of my mouth and stuffs. Heard it does affect a little but yaknow, a lil may seem quite alot on your face ! Guess I'll take sometime and ask lots of people for their comment. As usual, I rely alot on people's advice and suggestions. Should also think if I can afford financially .. Hmmmm*thinking hard .. I guess I'm gonna toss and turn as I think on my comfy bed later D:

So to end this post, shall talk about how I spent my lazy Wednesday sleeping and Facebooking (chatting) &whatever I did. Woke up for dinner at ard 6plus? Had dinner with my brother after I finished bathing. Ordered like 3 dishes but there were only 2 of us. Was effing full. Spent like 21bucks on the dinner. Ordered Stingray BBQ, Oyster sauced veg and Mixed pig's organ soup ... FILLING I must say. However, the stingray was SO-SO only. i still feel the one next to Esplanade serve better stingsrays .. After dinner, went under Y.H's block to slack . Been a while since the last time I saw him .. His hair, stillt he same. chatted while waiting for ahBen to come.. Continue to chat until ahben felt thirsty and went to buy drinks. Headed to 139 coffee shop after meeting up QF .. "Slacked" and did some card readings for ahben and QF. lame stuffs again. but kind of interesting I must say. I'd say its 50-50 only. Don't ever trust this sort of readings too much .. Even if it is done by professionals. I mean, have your fate in your own hands, not on some poker card readings. No harm to be mischevious over them but know the limits (:

So that's how my day ended for today. Short and sweet cos i slept so much. Okays. I'm gonna plan a night outing for Lantern/Mooncake festival. But when exactly is that man?! Anyone know please just TAG ME ON MY TAGBOARD (: thks a mill !

P.S I'm still disappointed with that particular guy ..

Working to imperfect perfections.

The most difficult thing to do is to watch the one you love, love someone else.


// Tuesday, September 15, 2009
10:26 PM
lying to myself?
that i actually have something more important then you
but actually, i dont ..
why are you forcing yourself to linger around my life?

SE7EN
this friday ~
SAVE MOOLAH !
nthing beats a fun night

Went to work today (suppose to be my off day, but i didn't know so i just stayed). Youth Olympic FINALLY sent an email for a survey to be done so as to better assign roles for the YOG event. Hopefully, I'll be playing a part .. Saturday will be the F1 deployment. All my friends like kanna sent to Airport instead of Cityhall and only had 3days of deplyment, each 4hours. Well, I would prefer outdoor actually (: more highhh ~ Hope the sun would show mercy but ohwel, anw its gonna be from 5-9 (evening period) should be alright i guess. Nothing much happened actually. STARCARD REPLACEMENT COMING TML :D Yippies but need to pay 10bucks *pfft . BROKE ~

toodles
xoxo


// Monday, September 14, 2009
11:18 PM
still utterly disappointed in you.
time and again, you make me feel that I am nothing to you ..

rest at home the whole and theres work tml. Hope tml wont be feverish and rashes wont come back .. Thinking if I should go club this wednesday.. Going out to have supper with mumsy and bro. shall update as long as long as i have the time. But it seems like theres nothing much to update about since I've been home and nothing is pretty interesting. Cant wait to shop shop shopppppp ~ ):

toodles
xoxo


// Sunday, September 13, 2009
9:56 PM
just about a year ago, i was stupid.
today, I think so much.
Maybe i should remain stupid.
cos well, thats the real me.
S T U P I D

Love is patient and kind;
it is not jealous or conceited or proud;
Love is not ill-mannered
or selfish or irritable;
Love does not keep
a record of wrongs;
Love is not happy with evil
but is happy with the truth.
Love never gives up;
and its faith, hope and patience
N E V E R F A I L S.


wishing for a shoppin spree, BUT I have loads of things to settle even before I can do my shopping ): I'm worried that I won't have left overs for shopping yaknow. Like after spending the moolahs on things that are MORE important .. Shall see how much I'll get for my pay .. actually, i also lazy to chiong hours for this holiday =x

Work tml, so toodles & i shall have an early night soon ..

xoxo


//
12:54 PM
I'm still figuring out.
but I'm tired already.
tired of playing the guessing game,
tired of thinking;
the infinity "Whys" questions,
the infinity "Hows" questions.

What exactly should I do in life?
go with the flow? do something? don't give a damn? wait for things to come?
should i even go for what i want?

for umpteen times I've told myself not to ask so much
and just let things happen the way it should happen.

But hey!
Should things really happen this way?
is it within my control?
or is it just in someone else's hand?

can i say,
" I DON'T WANT YOU IN MY LIFE? "

SIGH




// Saturday, September 12, 2009
1:35 AM
cant you tell that its just
E M P T Y
?
The only one you NEED in life,
are the ones that NEEDS you in theirs.


080809 ;
met up 5A2 peeps @ tampines control station and headed over to Marina Bay to meet up with Steph .. Head over to Marina Barrage in the shuttle bus :DD Nice place to slack indeed. KINDA windy but the grass was wet ! ): so we laid our mat on the floor instead cos didnt want to dirty the pretty mat .. Had our picnic and chit chatted abit .. Felt super sticky though. Maybe its because we perspire too much in the day..

Headed to Flyer without Steph. GOSH! we didn't know the way to the flyer and we switched SO MUCH BUS throughout the journey. Luckily I had my concession! OUHOUH~ and i suddenly rmb what CONCESSION IS IN CHINESE! i was thinking so hard ytd but i couldnt rmb !D: now i did ! its called YUE PIAO! :DD i rmb i rmb!! and i heard it from mr.weiquan :DD YUE PIAO SEHH~ lol. okays. RANDOM! but still we managed to ride on the FLYER. it was kinda FAST though. We got the ticket @ 10bucks (student price, just simply present your student card) LOVE THE NIGHT VIEWS FROM THE TOP :DD shall go again in the day !! Maybe this time, with Meiqi since we didnt get to go together the other time (: hahahas.

After the ride, head over to the lil makan place right beside Esplanade. The food there is SUPERB! (2thumbs up!) esp the STINGRAY .. DROOOLING * love the oyster there too! more over, its just beside DXO too :D can head over for some drink and chillax after your late dinner ! good idea isn't it?

090909 ;
nice DATE, but I spent that day working at TRU. headed home straight after work instead of meeting up primary school mates for dinner. Was super tired that day and i even vomitted my BREAKFAST AND LUNCH! urghhh~ headed home, used lappy and headed down to slack with ahben and cjunqun @139 till like 2plus? almost 3 in the morning.. Head ed back and continue to FB till like 4plus in the morning before going to bed.

100909;
woke up ard 5plus, alomost evening time for dinner.. Met the usual gangs for dinner at 201 .. YUMMY FOOD AGAIN. reasons why i gain weight! hahash~ headed over to tmart to slack since i had a sudden cravings for MacCafe's Double Choc Frappe :DD ahban and thyewhye watch soccer there (i was so super bored) but they did chat with me though :DD left after receiving my mum's call asking me to head home .. I GOOD GIRL. so i headed home in bus 28 with ahben ..

110909 ;
woke up and prepared to meet Meiqi. HOPING THAT CCBOX WILL HAVE A ROOM FOR 2 D: but in the end dont have. Called teoheng but found that the charges were too EXP, so goes to the at Princess. EXP also )): sighya. TOPONE STILL GOOD LURH. MAI HIAM IS CAN DEH. KBOX STILL THE BEST AHH :D but we were too broke to go Kbox. maybe not WE, I was too broke.. planned to go rebel today, but ended up, yaknow* hahahas. TML TML TML, confirm already (im a lil worried though) ouhkays. So we decided to have MAC for lunch since there was the Mac Value lunch .. Couldn't finish the food though.. And we decided to sing from 5 - 8 pm for 8bucks each. slowly made our way to the ccbox and start singing once there was room available D: Headed home straight after the session...

Here's how my days ended .. a lil life added? No? gonna wake up early tml.. *yawns for thr ROW event at Simei ITE .. meeting Wanting and Yuting tml . GOT TO REACH BY LIKE FREAKING 7.50AM yaknow .. all the way till 3PM den can go back. HOPE tml i wouldn't be spending moolah at the event :DD cos need moolah for night time .. HOPE jasmine would be going too .. wonder if bro is going with his friends. till now, he's not back yet DD: okok. enough of my W O R D Y post. Pictures ahead. ENJOY :DD

Self Reminder ; 19th Onwards, deployemt at cityhall 5PM-9PM ..

:
:
:
:













toodles.
xoxo




// Thursday, September 10, 2009
4:19 AM
shhh~ enjoy the lonely sun set ..

Cindy's Legal 18th Birthday
@Marina Barrage and S'pore Flyer
PART I
:
:
:
:











































Hope Cindy was happy on that very day(:

Time check - 4:15AM and im still not tuck in bed. not bad not bad. If it wasnt a holiday, I would be waking up for school in like an hour time O.o went to slack with ahben, cjq @139 chitchatted alot .. hope ahben would chillax and pick his pieces of heart up .. ohwel. this is what anyone goes tru. Part and parcel of life ..

okays .. guess im off to bed now. BUT, I'm HUNGRYYYYY )):

toodles
xoxo

Truths, ugly or ??

"Everyone will hurt you, you just need to decide who is worth the pain."