i know i should not be saying all this, but seriously, I REGRET! i regret for not building up my foundation when i was in sec3 and had so much useless fun that time .. now my basic are like. WHAT THE FISH!? lousy, god damn lousy! >=/ this is my life's biggest mistake .. how foolish .. I'm mad with myself and i irritate myself so much that i feel SPEECHLESS . i hesitate to unveil my MYE marks in my blog cos i really felt embarrassed with it . sigh): so i decided that I do not have the cheek to put it up .. sigh!

To me, whats more important now is my mother tongue cos it another 9days away only[the real thing] .. Needless to say, i think the grp study doesn't benefit me AT ALL . guess I'll try studying at home ALONE from now on ..SIGH! okay. away with the MYE thingy. i feel very sucky this few days . Be it studies, friends &family relationship, ANYTHING, EVERYTHING just doesn't seem right AT ALL !

hohkays. away those MYE thingy that just pissed me off becos of ME! alright. i just feel useless now. i admit my post for this few days are really down .. BIG HUG AND THANK-YOU to the concern readers (: thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou ;D hahaas! alright. I'm OKAY and FINE (: i just got to pull up my socks again, and push myself real hard . think i shall end here and go study now..

TOODLES ♥