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car·pe di·em
ˌkärpā ˈdēˌem/
exclamation
1.
used to urge someone to make the most of the present time and give little thought to the future.




// Sunday, November 9, 2008
1:19 PM
Memories;
Memories can swallow you
in their rich tones of color
Memories continue on
as you keep gathering more

If you can't ignore your every thought
and you can't fight
then how are you supposed to win?
They linger around you though
you might have banished them
so what can you try to do then?

Instead of struggling against their hold
you should keep them close
within the heart of your soul
For without memories what can we be
but people with minds and hearts
filled entirely with holes

Memories are little bursts of sunlight
that keep you doing what you do
Memories can be good or bad
but the decision is always up to you.

Memories can never be erase
It can only be forgotten
& things that are forgotten
will be remembered ..

i just don't wanna remember any of it ..

I just cant stay at home. Every time when I'm at home. I just cant help it but to think so much! And then i feel like I'm suffocating at home .. I just kept feeling the pain in my heart &i hate the feeling so much i feel like screaming and forgetting EVERYTHING ~