ask me if it was a memorable one. I'd say, i wont wanna remember this day .. Why? Cos its not very memorable AT ALL, bidding goodbye to everyone (almost) even the toughest person would cry, what more the girls? or maybe, it isn't goodbye at all ? but whatever it is. I didn't really enjoyed myself .. Whatever I'm afraid of, HAPPENED! right in front of me. Just when i thought i could forget and pretend it didn't happen. Pictures were caught .. Things that are seen can never be unseen. Things that are in the brain, cannot be erase, and will be in there for the lifetime .. I shouldn't have gone that night, at least i wouldn't feel so terrible now .. Like what I always say. Somethings are better left UNKNOWN . Guess I wont wanna really keep in touch and i shall forget whtever happened in 2008 and may 2009 be much more better . Put this aside maybe i should make opportunities for better memories to come in and cover those that are bad ..

YTD; 22NOV08
nothing much happen ytd. i think EVEN now. Working off my ass doesn't stop me from living in my own world . I could even wrap up gifts and think of him .. *laugh how foolish hurh. To be stucked so terribly no one could pull me away . Heartaches isnt just heartaches anymore. Tell me that i can turn back time. tell my heart to STOP feeling this way. Tell my heart to STOP loving faithfully .. JUST STOP !!!

after work, met up with Dan and Yilin together with Alex, Daph, Peishan, yiheng &Bee for supper @ Xingwang hongkong cafe. The baked rice is like super YUMYUM! ambrosial man D: and the Hongkong Ice Milk Tea is WHOOHOOOO~ guess that's a great place to chill man! anyone freeeeee, date me out yeahh (; staying at home drives me NUTS ! I'm damn serious D: xmas is coming people. HEAD OUT HEAD OUT ! PLEASE DONT ET ME STAY AT HOME ! I dont wanna rot rot. Maybe i shoud start dating ppl out ! whoohooooo~ alright OFF today so I'm gonna NUA at home today =x GINA LAM! you better meet up soon hoh!