why is this feeling so familiar ? the feeling of losing soemthing in life, again. I have to cry to sleep. Yet, I have to be so quiet that I wont wake anyone up .. Suffocating, but I could tell no one and no one can understand .. I just have to make myself believe that this is how I am gonna be stronger then before .. Now, I've learnt not to lay an trust .. No more. I guess I'll get over this soon, and I'll be fine. Just need to occupy myself totally. I hope going to school wouldn't remind me of anything .. Please.