il·lu·sion [i l’n]

(plural il·lu·sions)

noun

1.	something with deceptive appearance: something that deceives the senses or mind, for example, by appearing to exist when it does not or appearing to be one thing when it is in fact another
2.	deceptive power of appearances: the ability of appearances to deceive the mind and senses or the capacity of the mind and senses to be deceived by appearances
3.	false idea: a false idea, conception, or belief concerning something
4.	psychology mistaken sensory perception: a misinterpretation of an experience of sensory perception, especially a visual one, where the stimuli are objectively present and the mistaken perception is due to physical rather than psychological causes

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Hmmm, what you call an illusion(?) to see something as what only YOU perceived as mentally(?) Its Christmas Eve, and I'm feeling SOOOOO emo right in the AFTERNOON(?!) shouldn't I leave it to at night(?) But ohwel. Pushing thoughts aside. I just have one word to end my EMO-NESS .. I'M JUST STUBBORN ! Take it or leave it =/ I just can't talk with my brain (...) OKAY(!)(?) It's true people talk with their brain.. Minority talks with their heart .. I just don't know how to put things nicely and make it sound pleasant (...) Can someone teach me how?

I somehow enjoy the quietness at home now. Only my music playing, the sound of the fan spinning at high speed above me and knowing my brother is in his room .. WEIRD OR WHAT(!?) Can't wait for tml's sleepover and HEY! MY DAD HAVEN'T GAVE ME TODAY'S ALLOWANCE! URGHHHHH ~ I hate it when people who try to do things hoping that I don't know when I already know ! UNDERSTAND !?!? Gosh~ Hope he'd be home before I need to leave my house =/