Been heading out over the weekends. Reaching home EARLY the next morning D: Gosh. Spend lots of money. Money OUT but NO money IN!! )): DON'T LIKE *Cries Celebrated Fai's bday with Baby &co. Pictures up HERE (hopefully you can see if you want to)

Gonna stay home the whole of today .. Wondering if it make sense to pick up any job now since sch is gonna reopen in probably less than a month time. Baby haven't got a reply yet and I'm hoping I would be able to get a job if baby's side fail ... Sigh. Wasting my freaking time staying at home doing nothing when I can actually earn money. NOT GOOOD )): The more I stay home, my mind would drift away and many thoughts will start to run into my mind. NOT GOOD ALSO )): SIGHHHHHHH ~

Don't like to feel how I feel now. So insecure ):