Sometimes, its people's understanding that you need most .. When someone can understand you, it saves so much explanation and guilt feelings .. However, it is never easy to find someone who can understand you easily .. Not even your parents. Wouldn't it be nice if people is made to KNOW HOW OTHERS FEEL WITHOUT HAVING TO GUESS OR PUT EXTRA EFFORT JUST TO UNDERSTAND OTHER'S POSITION (?) Well, human are made to be selfish, right? "If I cover your backside, who covers mine?" Everyone thinks for themselves. Right? thats why, people always ask others to be INDEPENDENT. Cos you CANNOT rely on anyone else, you CANNOT trust even your closest kins. Is this what HUMAN and LIFE is all about (?)

I know I'm not being optimistic right now. Maybe, I'll see a brighter side tomorrow. (will there always be a TOMORROW for everyone?) But today, it was my worst day ever ..

Not feeling well. Feeling nausea since this afternoon. Feel like vomiting whatever goes down to my stomach .. Headaches and backaches D: Worst still, tml is gonna be a fcuking busy day that I totally DO NOT look forward to. Working at TRU.TM is hell lots of different from TRU.ST DD: TML I SHALL DECIDE ...

I think it's also time for me to pick up a good lifestyle .. Sleeping early, eating right and EXERCISE (..) Hope I'll be able to do it. Gonna go off to bed. Toodles D: