especially those that are extremely important.

To be honest, I suck at making decisions. True that my friend told said being decisive, you might turn people away .. But how does being indecisive be any better ? You wouldn't want to have friends who always cant make up their mind right? HAIYA! thats not my main point of being indecisive anyways. Its about me going to work or not. I have so much things to worry and not everyone out there would care about understanding your stand and views and worries. If only I could make decisions by flipping a coin. How I hope I can make decisions without having to think about the consequences if I were to take a wrong step. Now, it feels like no one can help you and that you have to make a choice of your own ..

Imagine keeping you all alone in the room, and you have to make a decision before the floor you're stepping on opens up and drop you down to a deep deep deep deep deep hole. If you made a wrong choice, you might end up in that deep deep deep deep deep hole .. You get it (?) thats what I'm afraid of ): People always regret for not starting to think wise since young. Well, but I guess thats what human nature is about.. I need to master the skill of decision making ):

Anyways, school was boring ): I wanted to partial Macro's lesson, but I didn't cos I don't want to waste my daily grade. I already have an X for Macro, gonna save the X for another day I guess. But still, with the faci's help, I managed to get through the day.. But I have one more worst part, MY RJ D: I cant wait to meet ANDREW HO WEI HENG and NG MEI QI! I need to make a wise choice and someone who can understand what I am talking about, even when I don't understand myself ~ YOU GET IT ? I need to decide also, IF I SHOULD GO CLASSMATE'S HOUSE TO BAKE LEH ~ To be frank, I AM LAZY ): Anyway, I have a guai pi which I won't say now ..

Did I mention (?) Vampire Diaries Season 2 is getting more and more INTERESTING(: I LIKES (Y) finished episode 11 today and I can't wait for episode 12 already, really ! I think the warlord, Luca looks kinda charming with his smile and I love Kathrine's character (Y) The BADDIE ya know (: Tyler and Caroline kinda make a good couple, but does werewolf bites really kill a vampire instantly? Or does it kill a vam slowly? Hmm~ cant wait to find out !!

Alright, I'm guessing I should just stop here and have an "early" night. I still do not know if I should meet my classmates leh. CRAPS! I hate to make decisions )))): I wanna join them, but on the other hand, something is stopping me D:

xoxo