everything's gone. all the happening events GONE .. ): it feels like no more fun but STRESS! i don't know. even deciding if i should go to that semakau trip makes me frustrated and pissed .. TRIED doing the maths question and find myself facing ONE question for SOOOOOOO long yet i could only do something with my friend's help! Olevel? am i ready? i feel tired already, sometimes, i even think if i had made the right choice .. would i be happier if i had took the another route? POLY? why does it seem so impossible. it was known to be a standard education of a person, but now, admitting to poly is like trying to admit to a JC .. 10points for LRM! HA-HA!): 9points for psychology laugh or cry? how do i make myself get motivated to study and why cant i just understand and solve ONE WHOLE question on my own!? MATH! whats so difficult? shouldn't it be EASY? is it not?

laziness i suppose ...