I've learn some sayings today. i don't know why. We've been trying hard to blend in, but somehow, we don't seem to be blended in ): everything reminds me of the past .. and i would always imagine, if what had happen now had not happen, will we be even closer? and love each other more? or will be still separated and hating each other? disappointment. i guess, i don't see a need to try pleasing people by going their way. if they think they have fun within themselves. I'll just backoff. I hate school because of this REALISTIC pretentious people around .. i have nothing much to say. just drives my blood boiling. Why act a goody when you're not one? what for, for what? i guess there's the end? learning to be independent..

Okays people. I've been very x578542139695215 busy !): i hardly have time to even watch TV! let alone updating my blog ): sigh. stress in school. how to reduce? math math math, almost EVERYDAY! i just cant wait for my pay to come. and i have to spend it WISELY cos i don't have anymore additional income already): cant work!! sadded . had my English and Chinese Oral exam. think i flung my conversation badly. bith same topic ): i was like WAHPIANG. forget it, treat it as a practice baaa(: alrights. got to go already(: needa study !!! )x toodles ^^V