First, let me give out a big sigh ..
actually i have nothing to blog about ..
but i just couldn't help it. i need to say what's in my heart :D
i find this few days very stressed up . i don't want to say in details
but people involved should know what has cause me to be in this state.

am i too paranoid or what?
why do i feel so many unwanted thinkings.
why do i keep pondering what are people thinking?
does the problem lies on me or the others?
i have strong feeling that its in me, and i feel i suck.
not trying to sympathize myself or what-so-ever.
but haiya. i don't know la. I'm irritating myself and others too .
i cant help it but to think that way ..

how do YOU feel being out-casted in the last minute.
when someone just hit your head hard enough for you to just pissed off.
living in YOUR own world, how does it feel?
some may like it, some may don't ..
well, for me, i hate to be alone.
come on, who does? who loves to be left out not at your own accord ??!!

popularity in schoool, matter much!?
think again. YES!
FUCK all this thinking, NOW I'm dumping all this thoughts to the blog.
&& i swear, I'll never think about it anymore (: YEAHYEAH.
problem solved :D