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car·pe di·em
ˌkärpā ˈdēˌem/
exclamation
1.
used to urge someone to make the most of the present time and give little thought to the future.




// Tuesday, May 13, 2008
7:02 PM

why do i have to fake i don't care,
when i know i do care so much ?

why do i have to fake that I've clean forgotten everything,
when i know i cant throw away memories ?
-suffocating

BLOODY TUESDAY ):
in a foul mood, having cramps. Having school tomorrow. should i be happy? idk. i do not look forward to seeing things that i know would upset me .. yet I cant control it and worst i cant control my feelings .. i cant control my tears. To me, everything is out of control ): i want to go back to Gohonzon. should i? but i don't have the confident to commit .. sigh . is this _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ??

got a new hairstyle. super tomboy ): but i want something new, but i hesitate much .. hahas. but anw, whats done cannot be undone. feeling very down this few days. PATHETIC life la .. haiya.
CONCENTRATE !! FOCUS! (: BE HAPPPPPYYYYY ANNA :D

toodles readerrrrs (:

WHY ?

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