In less then 24 hours time, I'll be sitting for O levels, CHEMISTRY paper (wish me luck). The subject that i always suck at . First question that i always ponder. How am i gonna sit through the paper with such little knowledge on the subject? At the same time, another voice would whisper into my brain, somehow or another, i have to face the paper .. I just cant run .. Just face it . If i think i wont be able to do well for science, that gives me an extra reason why i have to do even better on other subjects. Right? okay. enough of talking to myself ..

And again, i would imagine myself receiving the results, predicting what kind of results i will get and my heart would begin to beat so fast &fear would haunt be again .. Forget about Chem, talk about English .. I cant possibly give up on English ! its like a MUST COUNT IN subject in L1R4 and yet, I'm making countless of GRAMMAR mistakes ! (even now, as I'm blogging, i believe I've made quite alot) & people, there's nothing I can do to improve anymore. If this is my standard, it is for NOW. Miracles cant happen overnight and make me an English profound !

Yet other than that, today is the 19th day of oct. Yes, I'm yet again reminded of the incident again . i know i have to focus now, but i just cant help feeling a lil emo in me .. i wish i hadn't made such a choice 4months ago . At least, we would be talking and hanging out still ... i guess I'm gonna chant for 30mins before i sleep tonight

Good luck and all the best to ALL who're taking O lvls (:
May luck be with you throughout the exams ! :D

EDITED;
Hey people, please do entertain my poll . It'll really help the indecisive me to decide on something (; So just vote whatever your heart tells you to. THANKS A MILLION !