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car·pe di·em
ˌkärpā ˈdēˌem/
exclamation
1.
used to urge someone to make the most of the present time and give little thought to the future.




// Thursday, March 19, 2009
2:02 AM
STOP MAKING ME PARANOID !
I'm trying really hard to fit into this _ _ _ _ _ _ _ world ..
but it seems so impossible ;
I'm just waiting for something to happen,
i just have that feeling ...

Back from supper at 201, didn't quite like the food there cos i don't know why. It just doesn't taste as good i guess (or perhaps its becos of my mood). but I ate the MUIFAN (not very nice though) but whateverrrr ~ chilled at the kopitiam with sweeties & I've DECIDED ! I'm gonna make riding a REALITY, NOT a DREAM (; Prolly end of this month? HOPE there will be ENOUGH money =B AIMING to get a bike by THIS yearrrrrr (not sure if i can do it) OFFOFFOFF tomorrow THUS, I'll WILLINGLY rot at home! :D cos I'm too LAZYYYYY &Mentally tired ... (fuck it)
work today was ALRIGHT i guessss (pretty bored) HOPE it would be better on FRIDAY and SATURDAY ! maybe i should request to do CASHIER :D yeah, i SHOULD !!

-awaiting for something special to happen?

I'm trying hard to fit in ..

TSK : SIGH : WHATEVER

i feel;-


-everything is so wrong
-nothing is gonna turn out right
-something is gonna happen &i seem to be anticipating it (DEFINITELY NOT SCH)
-something is in my mind &i just cant freaking get rid of it
-i suck
-weird
-empty
-meaningless
-I'm just too paranoid

& i hope i really am ~