Tell me people tell me.
why am I confusing myself so much?
making myself feel so lost ..
why do i feel so tired and restless whenever i think of you?
making me feel so hopeless ..
why cant i bring myself to trust someone?
why must human be so ugly inside, and pretend to be so beautiful outside?
why why why? why must ACT?! WHY?!
WHY AM I ACTING LIKE I DONT CARE BUT I REALY DO, WHY?!

i dont want my blog to sound emo. Neither am I using THIS to attract attention to my blog.
I dont want to show people my lowest peak in life.
But, i just feel like ranting everything out ..
still, it doesn't help. Cos it seems like no one understands, no one is able to help.
and no one can get me out of this misery !
NO ONEEEE ~

i cant hate people for acting for I'm acting to be happy too.
or maybe, this is a good reason for me to hate myself.