I'm still figuring out.
but I'm tired already.
tired of playing the guessing game,
tired of thinking;
the infinity "Whys" questions,
the infinity "Hows" questions.

What exactly should I do in life?
go with the flow? do something? don't give a damn? wait for things to come?
should i even go for what i want?

for umpteen times I've told myself not to ask so much
and just let things happen the way it should happen.

But hey!
Should things really happen this way?
is it within my control?
or is it just in someone else's hand?

can i say,
" I DON'T WANT YOU IN MY LIFE? "

SIGH