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car·pe di·em
ˌkärpā ˈdēˌem/
exclamation
1.
used to urge someone to make the most of the present time and give little thought to the future.




// Thursday, November 19, 2009
11:49 PM
I'm NO SUPERWOMAN neither am I SUPERMAN ..
I get tired of whats going on around me .
And sometimes, it just really turns me off.
Don't even have that little force pushing me to work to it ...
Am just giving up I guess.
NOT EMO, but just tired la

Tired of making decisions. SO, I shall not make anymore decisions and I am not getting a life either! I seriously need to WORK FOR MOOLAH before I can even enjoy life .. Needs to be more sensitive, need to prioritise whats more important for me now, need to prioritise what should come first and who should come first D: Need to sit down quietly and start planning, start thinking and start acting out to my plans and not just plan for the sake of planning .. But it seems like its a difficult task for someone who is super BUANG about what her life is all about .

Dont ask me what kind of person I think I am. Seriously, I don't know either. I have no identity. I don't know about my characteristics, personality and my wants and dislikes. I don't ven know myself so of course, it pisses me till no end when you act like you know me well when you know you really dont .. When you and I do not meet ery often and we seldom communicate at all . Or say like you know whats on my mind when you really don't .. URGHHH~RANTINGS &RANTINGS. I'll never get enough of this ! D: But ohwel. WHATEVER ~

Really need to make time for work .. Got a crazy idea of changing my PHONE .. I need to work work work .. Cos I want to change a bloody phone (maybe soon, I'll forget about changing a phone) Unpredictable. Club tml? feeling like a good girl and feeling LAZY too .. BUT, am I missing out F U N !? *Laughs

Need to put a little focus on my studies too .. Feeling S L E E P Y already.

NIGHT; Blackberry storm?Blackberry bold?