what if.

// Tuesday, March 31, 2009

7:42 PM

yoyoyo !(:

i've been;-
watching youtube,
playing dl-ed trial games
&playing games on facebook
today.

literally wasting and killing time away.
i feel bad, cos I haven't been exercising =x
YES, i feel guilty cos I've put on weight !!
I'm so gonna take my height and weight some day this weeeeek!

heading to chalet in 45min time i guess ..
waiting for Jasmine to prepare.
wont be back today &I'll try to take truck loads of pictureeees ..
sooooooo, I'm gonna enjoy myself to the fullest !(x
&& i just ate Crackers with Cheese Spread
(ppl, its damn nice and healthy! you shld try !)
its Kraft Cheese Spread $3.30 and the Meiji Plain Crackers $1.60
( go together with Low fat milk )
TRUST ME, ITS SUPER DUPER NICE!
if you don't like Plain crackers, can try it with the OAT ones(:
i just ate that and a lil rice with luncheon meat today ..
I'M JUST TOO LAZY TO GO DAPAU FOOD LURH !

okays. guess i should be going now ..

got to pack my bag ^^

toodles lovelies &thanks for reading my bloggy :D

// Monday, March 30, 2009

8:16 PM

hello hello hello hello
okay, I'm super bored at home
& i have the urge to do SHOPPING !
how ?! chalet tml and Wednesday ..
will be meeting ahjoyce and jas on Thursday & i think i'm having training on that day aswell!
(i just recall its on the thursday instead of saturday)
Friday got to go down store EARLY IN THE MORNING for training
den in the evening, guess going down to a friend's chalet ..
SATURDAY and SUNDAY, i'll be freaking frreeeee ~ yaynessss !
hopefully i dont have to work on sunday(;

guess i shall stop my post for today here ^^
toodles lovelies <333333333

1:01 AM

今天是最倒霉的一天。
简直是丢尽了脸。嗨~

有时候真的很想放弃。。。
但又有一丝不想放弃的念头。

我到底在想些什么呢？！

Been trying to blog in chinese.
and, IT ISNT EASY OKAY ?!
esp, for a chinese idiot like me ..

♥
thks stephanie(;

// Saturday, March 28, 2009

9:05 PM

我该去吗?

怎么了？
为什么会有这样的感觉。
那么不安的感觉。。。

// Friday, March 27, 2009

11:31 PM

PLAYED THIS, AND I THINK ITS FUN :D
TRY IT !

// Wednesday, March 25, 2009

10:05 PM

Met Weiquan at ehub for the movie.
actually i think the movie is nice ..
though the ending is like, everyone died.
but it was kinda shocking at the end ..
yeahh and it was SCARY !!!!!!
( & i was pisses by some 'YOUNG' girls in the cinema, hello? it was suppose to be NC16!? TSK!)

Guess will be meeting Allan for this on Saturday?
and hope it'll be a nice show(:

Feel like watching this.
Believe the story would be nice(:

&& im waiting for some cartoon movie to be out :D

met sis at compass point and company her for 'lunch' at Curry San.
the curry not very nice though
(think those instant ones would tatse better)
But think the shrimp was fresh(: so its good !
head over to Sis's house before heading down to bedok for dinner with Mumsy.
Head over to Bedok 511 for the Pig's liver Mee Sua .
ITS NICEEEEE ~

headed home for 9PM show on channel 8 right after dinner (:
guess thats how i spend one of my OFF day meaningfully ..
TML GOT TO WORK ;SIAN-NESS ~
alright guess i shall stop here and go tuck into bed already ..

TOOOOODLEESSS ~ ♥

// Tuesday, March 24, 2009

7:58 AM

FUCKED UP !!
no mood to do anything at all !

// Monday, March 23, 2009

3:55 PM

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO THYEWHY !(:
Sorry i couldn't make it for the sushi war &movie ..

woke up and head to New York, whitesands .
Had my treatment and the the package is OH-SO-TEMPTING.
but its like $1k for 10 sessions. May sound cheap or affordable to SOME of you ..
but i guess i should just stick to Dr Ong ? its more affordable for ME.
im only 18 and spending thousand on my skin care things ..
not that i dont care, but maybe at a more afforable rate.
(and i ought to use the money on more important things like my sch fee?)

Moreover,
1k is just for doing away pimples.
What about clearing the SCARS and RED patches ..
Just clearing the red patches would cos 190bucks per treatment.
x10 sessions would be like, 1900 BUCKS!
comparing to Dr Ong, i buy the medicines its $130.
&& i trust that if i continue to use Dr Ong's Product, my skin will become better,
perhaps it'll just take a longer period?
DAD would be the FIRST to object,
and Mom would say it's too expensive
and would rather sponsor me the money to Dr Ong ..

Called steph and she also said its expensive ..
The other time she went and she just continue to reject any offer :D
I MUST LEARN THAT ;
butbutbut
ITS REALLY TEMPTINGGGGG ~
COS THEY ACTUALLY SHOW HOW BAD IS YOUR SKIN YAKNOW !
and like Stephanie, the only healthy skin i have on my face is the part under your chin !!
&& a small lil part on my cheek D: sounds super terrible right !?
thats the reason why im tempted for the package !
hahahas ~ but to think thrice, its still expensive. so my mind is UP .
i shouldn't buy thr package .
Should just try some traditional way like EATING MORE VEG AND FRUITS?
SLEEPING EARLY, NO MAKE UPS (:
&& DOCTOR ONG'S MEDICINEEEEEEE ~

yeahyeahh.
made up my mind.
Hope the consultant wouldn't make me change my mind
&& Im feeling bad/guilty ):

LESSONS LEARNT :
-start taking care of your FACE/SKIN at the beginning of PUBERTY !
- NOT to respond(sms in) to any adv saying you would win something complimentary if you're the first hundred people to respond(sms in) . DO IT ONLY IF YOU'RE REALLY REALLY REALLY INTERESTED AND DETERMINED YOU WANT THE THING NO MATTER WHAT PRICE YOU HAVE TO PAY ..

but afterall, the treatment was GREAT !(:
just too expensive ):
if im earning like 1k plus now, i would definitely buy the package !
ROARRRRRRRS

// Sunday, March 22, 2009

4:24 PM

FIRSTLY;
i finally CHANGED a blogskin :D

SECONDLY;
I have a new poll for lovelies to do
(if you're bored & you don't mind doing)

THIRDLY;
I've posted up like afew peektures that were taken ytd at Bencoolen :D
(love the fish and chips)

LAST AND THE LEAST !
IM STAYING AT HOME THE WHOLE OF TODAY!
&&thats VERY saadddddd ~

teeheeees ~ima fretard D:

i look f.ugly when i smile this way ! :D

Here are ANNA WANNA DO/HAVE list :D

{♥}Anna wanna get hair extensions
{♥}Anna wanna have pimple-less face
{♥}Anna wanna enroll for bike lessons
{♥}Anna wants a bike license
{♥}Anna wants to buy a bike by end of 2009
{♥}Anna wants to go taiwan THIS year
{♥}Anna wants to her garskin !!
{♥}Anna wants to hangout with all her friends EVERYDAY :D

i think all sounds IMPOSSIBLE :D but people would tell me, IMPOSSIBLE is NOTHING :D
sound like some sports slogan (x but anyhow, I've decided to work towards some, like having a bike, going taiwan and having pimple-less face .. Theses are my TOP piorities ^^

shall end here for today (;
toodlesssss ~

3:05 AM

I'm VERY x309 490 389 398 009 sad !

I receive the garskin & it looks pretty

BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT

its not for my LAPPY D':

my lappy model is 6420, but the garskin i receive is 6240 ! ):

(tml is sunday, gonna buy this number)

belly sad righhhtttt ?!

i guess i ordered wrongly, cos it looks so fucking similar.

JUST THE 24 and 42 D:

ROOOOOAAARRRRSS ~

WORK;

today was alright, cos I WAS DOING CASHIER (:

& my straightening lane wasn't THAT bad (;

learning, outdoor &boys was much worse den any other worlds !

reshop again was like NEVER GONNA BE DONE ;

BUT, was still BETTER then last saturday i guess ~

YEAHHH, having OFFS till tuesday(; GONNNNNNNA ENJOYYYY ~

(kept telling myself this so i would look on a brighter side)

Went for supper after work @ Bencoolen :D

the fish and chip not bad sehhh~

can try ((((((:

cab home after supper :D

&& SNOBBISH CUSTOMER PISSES ME TILL NO END !!

(think got money/credit card den big mother fucker)

FUCK THEM ALL;

Going out with mumsy and bro tml ..

&&hopefully I'll be able to meet up with jasmine&joce D:

if not, don't know when den can meet `em.

JASMINE maybe still possible but JOCE, HA HA ~

DIFFICULT SIA! PEOPLE BUSY WOMEN LEHHHH~

TEEHEEE ~

// Saturday, March 21, 2009

1:15 AM

PEOPLE;
I AM GROWING SIDE WAYS !!!

Foods are like my enemy now(: I SEE `EM I EAT `EM D: butbutbut, i end up growing side ways! && I haven't been checking on my weight recently. Since now i don't go school, so there's no teacher there to help me take my height and weight .. SO I GUESS, my weight will go WAY off average, though i look SKINNY, but wait ! I'M FAT AROUND MY TUMMY YA KNOW!? (no offence) but i just feel that my BODY is NOT proportionate D: that is WHYYYYYYY ~

HATE MY FRINGE WHEN IT BECOMES LIDDAT D:

work today was ALRIGHT, cos only AFTERNOON shift. so i dont feel its a drudgery :D
came back right after work in MRT (:
&here blogging nooooowwww
TIME CHECK : 1:13 AM
guess i better get ready for bed ^^

MY BROTHERRR & I :D
(we do look alike, don't we?)
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ONE THING SIMILAR : BUNNY TEETH :D

TOODLES !(:
♥

// Thursday, March 19, 2009

11:58 PM

BACK FROM DINNER ! BUANGKOK :D
after dinner head over to sis house to slack a lil, watch tv and EAT EAT EAT snacks D:
head home at ard 9plus 10 i guess and tada,
BLOGGING NOW ..
JUST WANNA POST UP SOME PEEKTURES D:

serious wii player? rockstar wanna be :D

i think my helmet is getting chio-er (;

YEAHHHH~ my garskin is hereeeee ~ whoohooo!

my lappy is gonna be as chioo -

actually, the new version of msn, NOT SO BAD AFTERALL =D

4:46 PM

YEAHHHHH ~
my garskin for my lappy arrive ler :D
EXCITEDDDD !
gonna go down singpost to collect my item :D:D:D:D:D
muahahahahahas~

shall update again tonight (;

and the new version of msn is kinda ugly =x

2:02 AM

STOP MAKING ME PARANOID !

I'm trying really hard to fit into this _ _ _ _ _ _ _ world ..

but it seems so impossible ;

I'm just waiting for something to happen,

i just have that feeling ...

Back from supper at 201, didn't quite like the food there cos i don't know why. It just doesn't taste as good i guess (or perhaps its becos of my mood). but I ate the MUIFAN (not very nice though) but whateverrrr ~ chilled at the kopitiam with sweeties & I've DECIDED ! I'm gonna make riding a REALITY, NOT a DREAM (; Prolly end of this month? HOPE there will be ENOUGH money =B AIMING to get a bike by THIS yearrrrrr (not sure if i can do it) OFFOFFOFF tomorrow THUS, I'll WILLINGLY rot at home! :D cos I'm too LAZYYYYY &Mentally tired ... (fuck it)

work today was ALRIGHT i guessss (pretty bored) HOPE it would be better on FRIDAY and SATURDAY ! maybe i should request to do CASHIER :D yeah, i SHOULD !!

-awaiting for something special to happen?

I'm trying hard to fit in ..

TSK : SIGH : WHATEVER
i feel;-

-everything is so wrong
-nothing is gonna turn out right
-something is gonna happen &i seem to be anticipating it (DEFINITELY NOT SCH)
-something is in my mind &i just cant freaking get rid of it
-i suck
-weird
-empty
-meaningless
-I'm just too paranoid

& i hope i really am ~

// Tuesday, March 17, 2009

11:33 PM

Playing Dead (x

I HAVE 6 EYES OKAY!?

Happy 18th Birthday TO Huishan :D
(hope you enjoy your day)
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The Er-MEI pai :D

Happy Legal 18 (;

Metup with the Lovelies today at pizza hut. Had our lunch and head over to Ehub for board games .. Wanted to K. But only had four ppl ON-NG D: so end up head to Nebo lohs .. Played a couple of board games and left for dinner at TM where Jas was waiting .. Headed home straight after dinner ^^ okays lurh. heres some FUNNIEH VIDEO :D

TOODLES &HAPPY LAUGHING(;

12:35 AM

everything is captured; they are call

-MEMORIES-

Just got back from work and i NEARLY forget about my wallet again =="! lucky i wasnt far from store so ALEX TEN had to go back with me to the store to get my wallet back cos he locked the store already D: tskkk ~ belly forgetful D: out tml to meet up with friends . Hope it'll be a fun one ^^ planning on where i shld go after that since i guess they wont be hanging out too late .. will see how things go baa (s alright BECAUSE i work today, there's NOTHING much for me to blog about .. MAYBE tml, i'll take MORE pictures to EDIT and POST IT UP (: toodles for nowwww ~

// Sunday, March 15, 2009

10:22 PM

The special one;

Ever thought of why, out of billion of people on this wonderful planet,

he/she is the ONE, the only one you're looking for?

Have you ever ponder?

Chill at home the whole day in front of my lappy youtubing & shit, i just remember my uniform is still in my bag ! I'm suppose to WASH it !! But, I'm feeling oh-so-lazy now .. Gotta wash them later. WORK TML . ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE THAT FEELING - S I A N ): no life.

Life is boring to me now. I've been rotting at home the whole day cos i dont feel like going out .. There's nothing for me to BLOG since i dont camwhore at home D: toodles

2:36 AM

URGHHHH ~ work is horrible today ! though the customer are NOT AS HORRIBLE AS YTD, but the store was outrageously in a messsssss ~ RESHOPS are like NEVER ENDING .. finish one trolley, another would pop out from NO WHERE ~ was pissed by some ignorant customer though .. some were VERY persistent in some way ==" time dont fly today, time actually CRAWLED !!!!! ohmygoshhhh ~ the straightening makes me go BERSERK ~ seriously .. My shifts for the coming week isnt optimistic ~ ): its all AFTERNOON shift which means, I HAVE TO DO CLOSING, which also means, the boring routine of having to do straightening, paper work, settlement, dry mop and wet mop & blahblahblah is gonna be done on my EVERY SINGLE SHIFT D: i guess i better stay home whole day tml to ENJOY my WORK FREE SUNDAY (: okays.Just some rantings before i sleep (: GOODNIGHT LOVELIES <3333333

// Friday, March 13, 2009

10:12 AM

Pity me, cos i seldom have the time to blog ); and I'm utterly lazy to edit pictures nowadays D: and sometimes, it just make me sick when i think of how SLOW the uploading of umpteen pictures can drive me to madness and rotting buttcheeks ); alright. but these pictures are still alright =B

Let me briefly tell you guys what has been going on (;

10MAR : went to RP for enrollment AND i tell you!!!!!!!!! the queue was __ ___ _ ___ ___ (use any word you want) LONGGGGGG! i started to queue like from 2plus? and the whole thing finally finish by 7PM! standing throughout the whole thing drove me NUTS AND BONKERS ! ROARS * headed straight to 85 for dinner after that ..

11MAR : work work work - morning shift . RUSHED over to arab street HOPING to get those crystals, but reached there with disappointment ): THE SHOPS ARE CLOSED ! left for home SADLY ):

12MAR : went down to RP with my Mumsy and Bro to get my LAPPY :D SAD THING, i didnt get my lappy in PINK or WHITE ): I got my lappy in BLACKKKKKK ~ tskkkkkkk ! belly BUSHUANG can?! okay laaaaa. at least the lappy i've got is a higher perfomance one (; after getting my lappy &stuffs, head over to configure my lappy ^^ took some time standing there. but thank god it didnt take too LONGGGGG ~ i didnt know what's going on actually, ima bimbo when it comes to IT stuffs D: headed to suntec and met up with Yiheng &co. Headed straight to arab street to get my crystal (: this time it was open, and i spent like almost 40 bucks on the crystals? heees.. BUT it was WORTH IT. Now my stuffs are URBER CHIOOOOOOO ~ BE JEALOUS HOH!! headed to IT SHOW aftermath .. HATE IT WHEN I HAVE TO GO PLACE THAT ARE XTREMELY CROWDED !!

okay. guess i need to prepare for work already (;
TOODLES and enjoy the pictures ♥

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iknow its gonna drive some of you BORED but do continue to scroll down leeiiiiii ~
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