I hope goodluck bear can be with me for this month (:

Really need December to run smoothly, not only for me, but for everyone especially baby..

My eyes are really giving me problem.. It has been really bad and I shouldn't wear contact lens anymore ): But, hias.. This will make my confidence damn low too . But anyways, I am still thinking of getting BRACES or LASIK .. But again, I guess I will have to wait long long ))): For now, I should just focus on getting things done. THERE ARE SO MANY BUTS IN MY POST ! I think I'm feeling really damn lousy.. I've lost my MM and I feel very fucked up because it from Baby.. He specially got it for me to use so that I can do RJ on the go. Now that I lose it, I feel damn shitty ):

I need to sleep already. Gonna rejuvenate my eyes for this few weeks ... GOODNIGHTS !