That's how stupid people can be.

Been staying home recently, heading out only for dinner and such. Had lunch with Jasmine today.. Wanted to eat Prata & this is the first time I head down to 201 for pratas in the afternoon.. I DIDNT KNOW THEY DONT SERVE PRATAS in the afternoon ! so we made a wasted trip and had MAC (again) because of the McValue Lunch timing. SUPER UNHEALTHY.. & I ATE MAGGIE FOR DINNER SOME MORE! gahhhh ~

Walked around that area trying to find small bottles of Vaseline whitening cream for my hand cos I have very visible tanned-line after the east coast trip. Super ugly when I wear short sleeve clothes. Been very very very bored having to spend my holiday at home just because I am super duper broke ): But on the other hand, feel kinda good because when 12Sept starts, I don't think I will have life so relaxed. Better cherish the do-nothing feeling (: *Laughs & honestly, I AM SUPER NOT READY FOR THE INTERNSHIP LIFE. Its like SERIOUS SHIT, & I'LL BE EVALUATED BY SOMEONE ): Many thoughts running into my mind when I think about having internship.. Things like, Will the people grow to dislike me ? Will they back-stab me? Will it be competitive? Will they take me as shit since I am only an intern? Will I be able to do well and hold responsibility? & till now, I still don't know my pay ~

Talking about money, WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO BUY WHEN I AM DAMN BROKE !? When I have the money, I have NOTHING to buy ): ITS ALWAYS LIKE THIS ~ LET OUT A HUGE AND GIGANTIC SIGH!

Missing b so badly ..