reading through all my old post and i realised, i've never changed .. 

Which I guess is something really bad ?

I'm still naive, still silly, still living in the small perfect world I believe in & at any point in time when someone destroys how my perfect world is or should be, I would put that person out of my life, I would hate and outcast the person .. & I become the judgy Anna. I may know how ugly this world is, I may know how dirty the society is, but I sometimes put things and people around me too perfectly that whenever I'm told otherwise, I get AFFECTED within a snap ... worst, I cant hide my emotions at all ... 

reading back at the post, there are so many things I missed so badly .. 

I MISS 

- going to school, having crazy fun times with classmates

- hanging out with my friends on special trips other than just having meals, ranting about life 

- hanging out with friends after school, just chilling anywhere we can find peace and just have heart to heart talks 

- the many movie trips especially the student prices for movies 

cant think of what are the other activities I miss but in short, I miss being young ~ though I'm not very old now, but definitely can feel the difference ..