entered my quarter-life-crisis stage and here I am, trying to type down my thoughts. Yes, at this stage of life, i am VERY doubtful of choices I have made and choices I have to make. Because YOLO (YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE) and you can never turn back time, and we DO NOT WANT TO REGRET things we didnt do when we had the chance to and also things we did ~ 

Though I can always find someone for a Heart to Heart time but I can never come to a conclusion on my own ... Looking forward, I don't even know if I am ready for adulthood. But ready or not, you cannot stop it from coming and THAT scares me quite a bit .. 

Are they the right choices ? 

What if ? 

What if i dont think about the what ifs ? 

AGAIN, ARE YOU READY ? 

reading through all my old post and i realised, i've never changed .. 

Which I guess is something really bad ?

I'm still naive, still silly, still living in the small perfect world I believe in & at any point in time when someone destroys how my perfect world is or should be, I would put that person out of my life, I would hate and outcast the person .. & I become the judgy Anna. I may know how ugly this world is, I may know how dirty the society is, but I sometimes put things and people around me too perfectly that whenever I'm told otherwise, I get AFFECTED within a snap ... worst, I cant hide my emotions at all ... 

reading back at the post, there are so many things I missed so badly .. 

I MISS 

- going to school, having crazy fun times with classmates

- hanging out with my friends on special trips other than just having meals, ranting about life 

- hanging out with friends after school, just chilling anywhere we can find peace and just have heart to heart talks 

- the many movie trips especially the student prices for movies 

cant think of what are the other activities I miss but in short, I miss being young ~ though I'm not very old now, but definitely can feel the difference .. 

I don't know about you, but I feel sad after knowing that Mr LKY passed on. Though I've thought that this very day will come, but when the fact that it really has happened, just put me into many thoughts ... 

This week is a very nostalgic week with Singapore's history all over the media. To be honest, considering that people at my age are the new generation of Singapore, we have only seen pictures of how Singapore has turned from a 3rd world country to a said 1st world country. I do not feel that I have seen much or know much to make comments on what our politicians do, be it good or bad. But when I look around me, I am thankful to be here, right in this country. Though yes, it is tough to survive in Singapore with the high living cost and etc etc, but grass always looks greener on the other side isn't it. So no matter which country you are in, you will definitely face problems within that country. I guess humans just have to know how to be self contented in order to be HAPPY.