what if.

Gay much? Regrets? // Monday, September 28, 2009

5:57 PM

What about something that made you smile,
but made you cry so bad, so hard.
You cant even remembered you ever smile for once.
Will you regret?

BEFORE :

AFTER :

Like finally, I've found something that I like and I'm so happy :DD *Laughs. Got my blogskin changed like 2plus 3 in the morning. Had stiffed shoulder after finishing up the whole thing. Edit here and there trying to get the blog look like how I want it to look like (tough) But, am very satisfied with this current blogskin .. Well, I'd like to know which one looks better. The previous skin or THIS ? Do tell me on my tagboard! Would love to hear comments about it ..

Oh yes, and I've also insert some "new" songs on my playlist. If you have nothing better to do, can open my blog and just listen to the play-list though its very short (but may seem long to some) Whatever it is. Hope you'll enjoy . I realised most of the songs are by Pitbull. ♥ his music/song what-so-ever. I'm thinking of adding some Chinese song into my play-list too cos I realised ALL the songs are ang-moh (English) .. But guess I'll do that like prolly next week or maybe the week after next since I have no idea what Chinese song I wanna add in ..

Okays. Let me talk about my experience working at the F1 Grand Prix. Seriously, I feel so scam. I thought we will be doing things more beneficial to me. But I was disappointed. I felt like a FLY in no where just giving out free postcards, posters, fans and flags. I feel it didn't really benefit me much by doing all this. Though I know it is a way to bring awareness to the public this way but ... Sigh, just disappointed.

Everyone would know that PLEASE, SORRY and THANK-YOU are the MAGIC words that should be used regardless to whom you're talking with. But I've learnt one other magic word and that very word is FREE ... Like seriously, when I was giving away the postcards especially, if I didn't say its FREE, no one or not all will take the postcards from my hand .. Some would even ask me, "It's Free?". I would smile happily and say, "YES, FREE!" and they would go "OH! Thank-You". Well at least some said Thank-You but still there's a handful who would just take and continue talking to their friends. The magic word are also used in Toys R Us :DD *Laughs . When we wanna get customers to apply for a starcard (membership card) .. But it only work on some (:

Also, the fact that not ALL tourist are friendly, sometimes it really turns me off when I'm giving away the freebies.

There are like a couple who are even WORST,seriously. I don't know WHY they behave this way! When they are approached, ABSOLUTELY they have heard me or even seen me .. But guess what? They PRETENDED they didn't and just rudely ignored me and continue walking or just turn away like I wasn't there. Totally pissed, I'm serious. But I couldn't anything since I was wearing the uniform and am representing Singapore, I could only just walked away, surprised that this kind of people actually exist. I wouldn't mind if they just showed me a hand sign saying that they didn't want to hear anything from me but definitely not being totally IGNORED! Like I was invisible or I'm not in position to even talk with him/her .. No offence but MOST of them who does that are FEMALES! gosh. I was so pissed! I guess my friends also experience this too! Felt so REJECTED you know!? sighhh~

But also, not EVERYONE are baddies like them. Quite a lot of them Singaporeans and Tourist are friendly still (: some so friendly you can chat with them happily about Singapore and learn somethings that you didn't know. A lot of tourist took pictures with us but there was one particular day that were kinda stupid. Shan't elaborate on that if not people would say I'm RACIST after reading it .. We were practically being eaten tofu cos some of the ahem (make a guess if you want but don't quote me) actually just have their hands over our shoulder like no one's business. Started with one or two people and slowly, MORE AND MORE came. I feel like fainting, like seriously. But I feel bad if I reject. Later they think we ostracised them. But we had to call it a stop. *Laughs

Okay la. overall I made many new friends and learnt a lesson too(: So, I guess it was still worth it though I had some unpleasant experience .. Many were still friendly towards us. Only a few that I didn't like because of their attitude. I still prefer Caucasians and Taiwan people cos THEY ARE SO FRIENDLY :DD Japanese are very very very polite, really!

That's all I guess. Just some rantings :DD

Today, BOUGHT MOONCAKES from CS and they are from BAKERZIN :D Love their snow skin mooncakes! 2THUMBS UP! But Mumsy didn't buy cos bro bought already and its in the fridge. The one bro got are Champagnes flavours. Sounds yummy too!(: oh yes. I'm going to Malaysia like this Wednesday(: Should be back on the day itself cos we're just visiting. Alright guess I should just end here already & I shall go RELAX, watch TV and still relax :DD TOODLES LOVELIES. I think it's time to party this week before school reopens! Hopefully, my teeth wouldn't cause much problems and hinder meeeee :DD MUST MEET HIM THIS WEEKEND!! (i hope)

I'm still a loser cos I still can't move on actually.

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